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YES!! Haha, Sometimes I'm a little bit of a jerk and I tell them to please avoid touching my face.. I'm not willing to have a bunch of cysts by mouth and chin after the dentist!!

One side of my face is clear, while the other not so much. I'm just SUPER nervous because I'm going on a date with this 27 yo attractive funny guy tomorrow, and I met him online and he doesn't know th...

Pretty much all day when I am at school. It rarely leaves my mind. I can feel the soreness of my skin which doesn't help at all :/ The thought of my acne prevents me from having a normal conversation ...

Wow, Well. I officially hate acne. Does your acne ever cross your mind during inappropriate times like.. during sex? during a conversation, or maybe during your class presentation? Well, It happened...

Personally, the only "social networking" site I go on is here, I really don't go on FB because it's a BDD attack. But, I find that other people are already posting pictures of their acne/face, why can...

my acne is staying the same, and i just don't know what to do anymore. you know what, a part of me doesn't even care anymore. I've been dealing with it so long my face is already scarred up, what's le...

He's a wee bit emotionally unstable lol, but I think he only said those things out of anger. Glad he did leave, Phew! Loved the part where he said He deserved someone so much better than me, blah blah...

I just washed my face, and I'm happy to see that the left side is finally clearing up. Knock on wood. My right side, still painful. Feeling pretty crappy in general. I can't handle 2 rejections in 2 ...

hmm. i know i've had more than these two because i'm a pretty impulsive and easily frustrated person, but I used to try to pop my cyst with tweezers in the seventh grade D: horrible, i know!! what the...

man, not a good night. 3 more cysts, and i've got a date tomorrow. my skin looks horrific. thinking about canceling. and, the guy from speed dating... rejected me. i give up. i'm starting to think ...

Hey Everyone!=) I'm doing a speech for my sociology class called The Dark side of the Looking Glass Theory: The Parallelisms between the theory and Body Dysmorphic Disorder Basically it's about how ...

my skin looks sooo bad right now D: i haven;t broken out this bad, ever. i have 14 or more nodules on one cheek/jaw and 15 on the other. they're hard and cystic like and hurt =( i feel so ugly right n...

my skin looks sooo bad right now D: i haven;t broken out this bad, ever. i have 14 or more nodules on one cheek/jaw and 15 on the other. they're hard and cystic like and hurt =( i feel so ugly right n...

i'm stopping epiduo, its making me break out and flake like crazy. I'm also speed dating tommorrow... I can't do that with my face looking like this! It's all about first impressions and connections, ...

i'm stopping epiduo, its making me break out and flake like crazy. I'm also speed dating tommorrow... I can't do that with my face looking like this! It's all about first impressions and connections, ...

Well, it's finished and on my blog =) If you have any suggestions, or comments, let me know!!

not a happy camper! i don't know if i should stick with the epiduo or ditch it! it's making me flake like crazy and i feel like i'm breaking out more... I don't like how it's so drying. =( GAHH!! why ...

Hey guys! I'm writing a personal essay about my experiance with BDD for English. If anyone is interested in reading it, PM me or it will be on my blog later tonight =)

I would rather have no makeup, since I really don't try to cover my acne cause I'm lazy lol. I like to play up my eyes the most. It'd also be nice not having to wash off foundation every night!!

Yes, birthcontrol helped me out SOO much. actually cleared me up completley. Although I did get a blood clot from it and had to go off. my acne is cystic and nodule hormonal acne though. I would look ...

bout to wash my face soon, a little nervous though. I can feel a cyst coming in. NOOO!! haha, i love lurking tumblr, and for those who love the larry david, I totally related.. Lol [Edited links...

my face is burning from the epiduo, but it's getting better. just gotta keep on trucking =)

the epiduo is nicely working on my face. i feel like it's working on my scars which makes me happy =) but ah i'm so nervous, i'm seeing this one guy today from hs who i had an on and off friendship wi...

relationships are worth it. everyone deserves someone to love and to love someone. it's just part of our nature to be monogamous and to have a special bond. sex can only fufill so much, but sex will n...

Just an update with my BDD issues, since we are all sharing here and I haven't. Currently I'm on Effexor, Abilify, and Prophanlol for depression, bdd and anxiety. I've been off my Abilify for a week...