i know how it feels to have bumps on your nose (i have a fibrous papule on the tip of my nose) and several dilated pores. I also have these weird pink rough bumps that i have no clue what they are.
Now, what you have is literally a microscopic pimple. I know this isnt a forum to compare and whatnot, but i believe the make up you used in that picture is perfect. I Rreally do not see that bump or many flaws in your skin.
Good luck on fixing your skin woes. I know i need it myself,,
I did not bitch at her actually you can read through my posts and see that.You did. Most assuredly you did.
I apologized to her, as you can see.You did not. Stating that you become a bitch is not an apology.
And like I had said, you will need to seek help from someone else as I shan't provide it.
I said with no due respect Wynne, but when it comes to my looks I turn into a bitch. That is indeed an apology.
And ps and by the way I have good insurance, I can see any doctor I want. Your "help" is not benefiting me therefore I no longer require nor desire it.
Sour grapes.
I can see how distressing this is for you. I honestly reccomend some counseling. I was in the same spot you were in a few months ago, albeit I had a staph infection covering 70% of my face not a spot on my nose that can't be seen in pictures (not saying its not there). I was very depressed and am still concerned about my skin because some minor spots remain. I know its hard to "face" the world when you cant feel confident in your own skin, but for you and your sons sake, get some help.
I'm not as qualified as others on this board who are actually certified to give this kind of advice, such as Wynne, who would have been a great help if you allowed it. But I think you have Body Dysmorphic Disorder or BDD. Its hard to believe this when you see yourself as hideous, but you are focusing on ONE spot. And from your pictures, its not noticable to anyone else. There lies the problem. Seek some help. You and your son deserve it. Good luck.
p.s. I'm not trying to call you out, I honestly think you deserve to feel better about yourself.
i know how it feels to have bumps on your nose (i have a fibrous papule on the tip of my nose) and several dilated pores. I also have these weird pink rough bumps that i have no clue what they are.
Now, what you have is literally a microscopic pimple. I know this isnt a forum to compare and whatnot, but i believe the make up you used in that picture is perfect. I Rreally do not see that bump or many flaws in your skin.
Good luck on fixing your skin woes. I know i need it myself,,
Hi you understand the way I am feeling then. To have bumps on the center of your face is frustrating. I feel like a science project. If you don't mind could I see a picture of your fibrour papule? My bump may seem microscopic but its not, its visible in pictures, as a round bump. Its the first thing I see when I look at my self. I avoid pictures now as before I loved to be in them. Its about a quarter of an inch in diameter. Its ugly. Its a brown color. I hate my reflection.
thank you for the well wishes, and I hope your skin issues get resloved.
I can see how distressing this is for you. I honestly reccomend some counseling. I was in the same spot you were in a few months ago, albeit I had a staph infection covering 70% of my face not a spot on my nose that can't be seen in pictures (not saying its not there). I was very depressed and am still concerned about my skin because some minor spots remain. I know its hard to "face" the world when you cant feel confident in your own skin, but for you and your sons sake, get some help.
I'm not as qualified as others on this board who are actually certified to give this kind of advice, such as Wynne, who would have been a great help if you allowed it. But I think you have Body Dysmorphic Disorder or BDD. Its hard to believe this when you see yourself as hideous, but you are focusing on ONE spot. And from your pictures, its not noticable to anyone else. There lies the problem. Seek some help. You and your son deserve it. Good luck.
p.s. I'm not trying to call you out, I honestly think you deserve to feel better about yourself.
Beady b, I am sorry for your skin problems. But my perceived flaw is not perceived it is there. People comment on it, and its very prominent on my face. I just want to move far far away from people, and live alone, where no one has to see me. I can't face anyone. I feel so isolated and deformed. I have smashed all my mirrors. I hate driving in the car, because i can't smash the mirrors there. I just want to get away, I am so tired of crying.
How can people comment on it when:1) None of us were really even able to notice it unless you pointed it out
2) You said you have stopped going out into the real world and avoid society as much as possible
Honestly, I hate to say this, but this has troll written all over it.
What do you mean a troll???? I am a real freaking person who is hurting severely. I came here for help, guidance, and support. I have received it. Over the past more then two months have been the most hardest for me emotionally. Of course it is.
Ashley Nicole, I have never said anything mean to you ever. Your lastest posts are hurtful and not helpful. You have called me many mean things. I am not in anyway a troll. I am simply a very hurt person, going through an extremely difficult time, I feel like I lost my identity. You didn't ask me a question therefore I can't answer it.
I don't want to go out in public because I feel like a freak, I have already addressed my feelings numerous times. I have posted three photos of my bump, which obviously can be commented on, because the blemish is very visible. I have received many different opinions regarding my bump. Today I went to see another doctor and he told me I had a folicular plug in my nose, that needed to be unplugged. I can not remedy my situation as I am unsure exactly what I am dealing with. I have made the decision to ignore my blemish. I have simply had enough. If I have to walk around like a freak with a deformed nose, so be it. There are plenty of freaks in the world, and I am now one of them.
I can see how distressing this is for you. I honestly reccomend some counseling. I was in the same spot you were in a few months ago, albeit I had a staph infection covering 70% of my face not a spot on my nose that can't be seen in pictures (not saying its not there). I was very depressed and am still concerned about my skin because some minor spots remain. I know its hard to "face" the world when you cant feel confident in your own skin, but for you and your sons sake, get some help.
I'm not as qualified as others on this board who are actually certified to give this kind of advice, such as Wynne, who would have been a great help if you allowed it. But I think you have Body Dysmorphic Disorder or BDD. Its hard to believe this when you see yourself as hideous, but you are focusing on ONE spot. And from your pictures, its not noticable to anyone else. There lies the problem. Seek some help. You and your son deserve it. Good luck.
p.s. I'm not trying to call you out, I honestly think you deserve to feel better about yourself.
Beady b, I am sorry for your skin problems. But my perceived flaw is not perceived it is there. People comment on it, and its very prominent on my face. I just want to move far far away from people, and live alone, where no one has to see me. I can't face anyone. I feel so isolated and deformed. I have smashed all my mirrors. I hate driving in the car, because i can't smash the mirrors there. I just want to get away, I am so tired of crying.
BDD is not just about "percieved" flaws. Its about being obsessed with a minor one. Whether you are right or wrong or whatever about this one spot, its impacting your life negatively. Thus I think next time you see yet another doctor, you should talk to them about this. Maybe see someone who specializes in BDD. Its ok to fix the inside AND the outside. Good luck.
p.s. You are saying that having one spot on your nose makes you a freak? So you think everyone else on this site is a freak too?
Ohh you mean that bumpy thingy ? lolz... its so small..i almost couldnt find anything wrong with your nose o.0 .. and its almost have the colour of a normal skin , try taking of picture of it side viewed . Dude if you have a indent on your nose - it would suck even harder that this "pimple" ... btw when you say it gotten worst , i look at both the 1st and 2nd picture , the 2nd picture looks slightly better to me o.o my nose is way worst - always oily , full of blackheads , and now i have like a pretty big indent on the left side of my nose that cast those shadows and reflects light - making it so much noticeable .. btw i ALWAYS get the biggest pimples on my nose (which sucks ) , most ended up having hyperpigmentation which took months to fade
Ohh you mean that bumpy thingy ? lolz... its so small..i almost couldnt find anything wrong with your nose o.0 .. and its almost have the colour of a normal skin , try taking of picture of it front viewed . Dude if you have a indent on your nose - it would suck even harder that this "pimple" ... btw when you say it gotten worst , i look at both the 1st and 2nd picture , the 2nd picture looks slightly better to me o.o my nose is way worst - always oily , full of blackheads , and now i have like a pretty big indent on the left side of my nose that cast those shadows and reflects light - making it so much noticeable .. btw i ALWAYS get the biggest pimples on my nose (which sucks ) , most ended up having hyperpigmentation which took months to fade
P.s i accidentally pressed the post twice ... btw i didnt look at your previous pages .. but it seems to me that .. other people gave you advices but you treat them as "rude" replies , seriously i cant see the "mole" anywhere ! i have moles on random places -middle of the nose , cheeks , foreheads but i don't really care much . Well for me , i'm also stressing on this "indent" , so i don't really have the right to say anything about you ... believe me , i'm not feeling any better , i have been looking in the mirror for like 3-4 times every 30 min and i am constantly touching at that "indent" ...
I can see how distressing this is for you. I honestly reccomend some counseling. I was in the same spot you were in a few months ago, albeit I had a staph infection covering 70% of my face not a spot on my nose that can't be seen in pictures (not saying its not there). I was very depressed and am still concerned about my skin because some minor spots remain. I know its hard to "face" the world when you cant feel confident in your own skin, but for you and your sons sake, get some help.
I'm not as qualified as others on this board who are actually certified to give this kind of advice, such as Wynne, who would have been a great help if you allowed it. But I think you have Body Dysmorphic Disorder or BDD. Its hard to believe this when you see yourself as hideous, but you are focusing on ONE spot. And from your pictures, its not noticable to anyone else. There lies the problem. Seek some help. You and your son deserve it. Good luck.
p.s. I'm not trying to call you out, I honestly think you deserve to feel better about yourself.
Beady b, I am sorry for your skin problems. But my perceived flaw is not perceived it is there. People comment on it, and its very prominent on my face. I just want to move far far away from people, and live alone, where no one has to see me. I can't face anyone. I feel so isolated and deformed. I have smashed all my mirrors. I hate driving in the car, because i can't smash the mirrors there. I just want to get away, I am so tired of crying.
BDD is not just about "percieved" flaws. Its about being obsessed with a minor one. Whether you are right or wrong or whatever about this one spot, its impacting your life negatively. Thus I think next time you see yet another doctor, you should talk to them about this. Maybe see someone who specializes in BDD. Its ok to fix the inside AND the outside. Good luck.
p.s. You are saying that having one spot on your nose makes you a freak? So you think everyone else on this site is a freak too?
The difference between my spot and everyone else's, is their spots are going to go away. Mine is not.
I doubt it ever was.Exactly. The poster's statement about cancer was yet more hyperbole in an attempt to deflect judgment away from inexcusably bad behavior.
And what would make you come to that conclusion? My plastic surgeon wants to shave it to get biopsied. Therefore he is concerned it could be cancer. Please don't make assumptions about me, you have absolutely no clue about. Your comments just keeps getting more and more absurd. Please do not presume to know what is going on in my head, you obviously have no clue.
I doubt it ever was.Exactly. The poster's statement about cancer was yet more hyperbole in an attempt to deflect judgment away from inexcusably bad behavior.
Your comments just keeps getting more and more absurd. Please do not presume to know what is going on in my head, you obviously have no clue.
If you don't want comments, then don't post on an online board dedicated to people making comments.