i feel good
dahna nahna nhana na
i knew that i would
dahna nhana nhana na
i FEEEEEL go-od
dhana nhana nhana na
i knew that i wou-ould
dhanan nhana nhana na
so good!
dahn dahn
so good!
dahn dahn
dahn dahn dahn dahhhhnnnnnnn
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its was playing on tv in the next room, lol
dag colo LOL
Well, hows my skin? Mediocre. I only have one "zit". That giant one in the middle of my forehead went down to a tiny colorless bump, only visible in sun....but it never went away, just a little....like bump...its seemed a little iriitated otday...but i was picknig at it, I stoppedi memdiately tho.....I assumed it could "fal off" but its ont noticeable...... about an inch to the lefto f that is this HUGE red pimple. I'd like to call it the valcano...maybe? Well, its ready for its healing session now...so the worst is done. It should be gone.....in a week maybe. ITs been here for a while, but jsut these past two days it blew its top. My cheeks have been taknig it easy on me and theyre doing okay. No zits although theres this weird whitehead in the creivce of my nose...not noticeable but its annoynig....that thing by my outh shrunk...but its...not gonna go away.......for a long time....its scarred too (pigmently, and sitl la bump.....but whatevs its not new so its not furstrating.) The valcano on the side of my forehead pisses me off. And I gueess with laotta makeup and the fact that its almost compeltely covered by my bangs, im reaussured. I had something going on between my eyebrows but I stopped it in its tracks and now its just a little pink there....anyways, zitless cheeks pretty much, and i hope that tiny dot doesnt swell up agian on my forehead. I have two helanig pimples......but after seeing everyone else I dont mind much. Although Wednesday night Im going to this street fair with a guy I adore and he has like PERFECT skin, so I hope he doesnt notice godzilla....i guess it will be dark.....and ill cut my bangs a wee shorter......whatevs, my skins okay:) Ive also been wearing less layers of foundation, and it looks better. Just a sheer layer for my face , intead of packnig it on...and i am allwed to pack it on my pimples tho......but im getitng better at maknig it less obvious... less is more:D
Not happy. So that little bumps stil lthere, and no its not big but its a little noticeable. The red thing is scabbing voer and drying down which is good, but its still hella there. I cut my bangs to cover that. Now on the other side of my forhead i see these small slight bumps forming and i feel them and see them in sun and OHMYGOD theyre pissing me off. And my cheek warzone which had cleared for two weeks now is sprouting a lovely little pimple. So noticeable pimples? About 2. Pimples that you amy notice but not relaly but are a threat in waiting around 2. All in all 4. I disregard the dried up lump by my mouth, barely seeable and whatevs. 4 fuckers. GOD. So glad tommrows the last day of school and I have two weeks to clean this mess up. ITs so ugly. The ones on my forehead are symmentrical........kill me.
I popped the valcano, notcing it wasnt scabbing yet...and i mean, i just took a needle and squeezed the pus out. It falttened and got a red dot as a dot. Than it got hella inflamed, so I iced it for awhiel and the swelling went down perfusely, its still a rather big one, but its ready to heal. THe others a colroelss but in the sun they are THERE. So idk whatevs.
I feel so bad, my acne keeps progressively getting worse on my forhead.
I haven't gone out with my friends in 2 weeks!! They keep askn me where I have been but I just ignore their texts.
I feel so hideous I cannot even go into the grocery store w/o people staring at mee I can just bet they r thinkn to themselves "damn i feel bad for tht girl"...:"/
suck dont it?
SOOOO SOOOO FRUSTRATED
Two weeks ago, I had an enormous cyst pop up on my forehead. Oh, well. I just wanted my face to be clear before my cousin's wedding, where I would be seeing my HUGE extended family that I rarely get to see in one place.
The next week isn't so bad. I do cancel two dates. Just follow the regimen, and it will go away, right.
Right.
One week before the wedding. Aforementioned cyst is no longer active, but still is a large scar. I can deal with that.
Three days before wedding. Another one pops up right next to the existing/healing one.
FUCK!
Oh well. Go the the wedding and pretend it's not there.
They both start to heal, and are pretty much gone.
Nice! Now all I want is to be clear for christmas, where I'm going over to a really close friend's house with her and her family.
The forehead is looking ok.
Then a cyst pops out on my cheek. Then a cyst pops out on my LIP! Then a cyst pops out next to my lips. Then another one pops out on my forehead.
WTF!!!! GODDAMMMMITTTT SHIT MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!
anyway, thanks for letting me rant acne.org. much <3
I just want to reaffirm again how much I hate acne. I wish you would leave my face and mainly my thoughts so I could live a normal life again
I HATE HAVING ACNE. I WANT IT GONE!!!!!! MY SKIN IS SO UGLY IT MAKES ME CRY AT NIGHT. NO ONE DESERVES THIS. whats the point of being young if your skin is crap? your just gonna keep getting uglier as you get older!
ACNE DESTROYED MY SKIN, LIFE IS BORING AND USELESS, ALL MY DREAMS ARE SHOT TO SHIT NOW...i dont ever hangout with anyone. IM UGLY AND IM A GIRL SO THATS EVEN WORSE.
ACNE MAKES ME FEEL MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED IT TOOK AWAY MY REASON TO LIVE.
My forehead, after chaos, is taking a turn for the good. The valcno, is scabbed and is slowly healing, and its so less inflamed . The one colorless bump is looking less irritated, and maybe even pprogressing away, and the two others are...theyre flatter and less big now actaully, but are slightly maybe a bit if you look.....pink. So my forehead with makeup looks fine its getting better so thats great. Rest of face looks good except for the one red little pimple that pooped itself into my cheeks warzone. Itll be gone in 4 days at most, idk. Whatevs. THe only thing planned for me is on Saturday and Sunday and both those times itll be night, inside in dim lighting and an occasion where you wear alot of makeup, so if my skin isnt AMAZING by then, ill be fine,
Im hopeful, the worst is over. The thing by my mouth falttened and is drying over.
I feel so bad, my acne keeps progressively getting worse on my forhead.
I haven't gone out with my friends in 2 weeks!! They keep askn me where I have been but I just ignore their texts.
I feel so hideous I cannot even go into the grocery store w/o people staring at mee I can just bet they r thinkn to themselves "damn i feel bad for tht girl"...:"/
suck dont it?
i know what you mean i havent seen my friends in at least 3 weeks! i hate going to the store as well when i really need to so i can keep my diet and what not!!
i went to my old jobs christmas party the other night and every one was all i havent seen you in for ever where have you been???
even though i knew my acne was lookin bad i just got really drunk and forgot about it lol i even ended up making out with some really hot girl hahaha but then the next day it was back to my ugly acne...
I HATE HAVING ACNE. I WANT IT GONE!!!!!! MY SKIN IS SO UGLY IT MAKES ME CRY AT NIGHT. NO ONE DESERVES THIS. whats the point of being young if your skin is crap? your just gonna keep getting uglier as you get older!
ACNE DESTROYED MY SKIN, LIFE IS BORING AND USELESS, ALL MY DREAMS ARE SHOT TO SHIT NOW...i dont ever hangout with anyone. IM UGLY AND IM A GIRL SO THATS EVEN WORSE.
ACNE MAKES ME FEEL MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED IT TOOK AWAY MY REASON TO LIVE.
Hang in there! you acne will soon get better! i know youve been doin that diet so dont give up, numerous of people on here changed their life with diet! stay strong and also, youre both girls! youre lucky you can wear make up!!! everyday that people see me they see straight nasty acne! nothing covering it up at all
oh and on a side note i think my acne is finally starting to show a tiny improvement.. i think its the consistecny of the ACV which i just ran out of and i have to go to the dreading store to get more.. ive been also oatmeal cleansing and im about to start apply honey mask to finally get fade these HIDEOUS red marks.. hope everyone has a great daY!
I was doing alright but there's a breakout coming, had pimples popping up throughout the day. Was hoping to be pretty clear and hapy with my skin over Christmas so I've got my fingers crossed that it doesn't get any worse over the next couple of says. Then again, it wouldn't be anything new if I end up feeling like the odd one out surrounded by all my family with their perfect skin, so it's no great loss I suppose.
Has anyone just plain accepted the fact that they will always be zitty or somewhat zitty?
I know I'm not as bad as I was but when I have a random flare up (like now, it's annoying) I think I am never going to be acne free.
But yeah, I am having a flare up for no real reason and it sucks mostly cos they kind of hurt.
^^Yup, Paul I'll be in the same boat as you then, but I'm fairly used to it haha.
Well, my forehead is looking great. Bumps falttened, the vlcanos scab fell off and its GONE. The only problem is a tad dryness, which i can help wit my healing lotion. BUT, the birthmark came back. Three together in a clump, just malking me. Does it frustrate me? a tad, not really, snice that spot has been a reoccuring war one since Septmenber, IVe learned it will be what it shall be. But that cheek is very chapped around it. And the zit look dry, and theyre just red bumps of bleh. Whatevs. Im glad my forheads cleared up and everything but my warzone looks stellar. My warzone always ends up crappy every three weeks at least.