okay so after crying for about 40 minutes and seeing so many terrible things on google I have come to you for help.
pretty much j need to identify what is going on, on my face, and figure out if I can treat it since I do not have insurance.
about a week ago I developed a zit that was hard, headless, and painful on my cheek. pretty much if I was looking forward it would line up with my pupil but but down far enough it's lined up with my upper lip. after checking it or everyday it became painful so I poked it with a needle to get it to pop. almost nothing came out but the next day it wS one of those really satisfying. ones hat like shoots out onto the mirror

after that it started leaking clear liquid. it leaked so much more than Norma I didn't know what to do. I even put a face mask on and it literally leaked through the dry clay and like dripped down my face which I had never seen before. after a day or two of it leaking everyday I was able to pop it again when a bunch of gross colored pus came out. but here's the bad part.
after about two more days of it profusely leaking abnormal amounts and me just kinda trying to drain it and kee it clean and off my face another one started to develop on my chin and do the same thing same same course.

i would exfoiliate every morning which would take whatever scab was forming off and it would continue to leak, I would cover it for work and when j was home and removed my makeup, I'd try to drain them and clean them and go to bed

after a a couple days of that they became almost more like sores, and continue to leak leak leak, try and scab and then get washed off or become this gross yellowish scab that they will leak through or it will get rubbed off eat.

now present time they don't seem to be healing, they still leak an extreme amount and when you take the scab off or if it falls off there are multiple little white heads under. it looks like little blackheads but white and when I squeeze no matter how hard instead of popping the white heads it just peaks the clear liquid .

they cover fine with makeup for when I go to work cause I use a really expensive primers and exfoiliate and moustorize to maximize coverage but I don't understand why they aren't headin healing.

so so last night I took my tweezers and pulled the skin as tight as I could wo my fingers or put as much pressure as I needed to , and started to. pull out the little heads. they're Jor as easy to pull out as you would think though ! you have to get a good grip, go slow and even then it's like it's gripped onto the pore. they do come or but it's like it's attached if that makes sense.

does anybody know what this could be what I could do or how I could get rid of them?
mots becoming painful all around just from being there from trying to get he heads out and it fees raw and I hate the liquid. I'm really struggling with this and I hate it so much I've been crying for a few nights now just because j fee like it's not getting better and I honestly take pretty good care of akin and it's really getting to me. any suggestions would be helpful sorry if there is typos my phone sucks