Hey Accutane Users,
So here I am on my 79 day on accutane. Seemed like a long time since I have been on this drug and to be completely honest, I am dead tired. When I first took the drug, I thought by the third month I would be completely clear but that is not true. I still have small zits popping here and there and they are very disturbing because they leave dark marks behind. Even the smallest tiny dark mark irritates me as it contributes to more dark marks on my face; and I have quite a lot. You can barely see my skin at some places so much the dark marks have taken over that area
I do not know if I will ever be able to enjoy clear skin. I feel like even if the pimples do subside, I will have to wait for like two years for the marks to go away and I have to wear heavy makeup everyday to cover them. FOR TWO YEARS!!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE?
There are times I wonder if I would ever be able to go nude face outside of my room. Then, I do not know if it is tane that it making me so depressed. 
Well, I have 11 more days until I finish my third month. I have my pills until the fourth month then will have to do blood work and meet my derm again. The last time he told me that my marks will fade and there no magical potion he could prescribe to me for them to fade in two days' time  
I am so sorry for this depreessing post but that is my state of mind each time I wash out my makeup and confront my skin and I wanted to tell people with clear skin that you are blessed and please please please don't take clear skin for granted.