ive been through a lot over the last year, a lot, i went through an horrific time withdrawing from phyciatric medications and failed to see what was happening to me but im a lot more stable now and have recovered a lot of the health i lost after spending many months in hospital, however i still struggle with acne, i isolated myself for a long time mainly because of my skin for a long time, i didnt leave the house in 6 months, lately id started going out more for example ive been out with friends on the weekend the last 3 months straight which has taken a lot of courage but over the last two weeks my face has exploded again , its like it will explode then clear up explode then clear up , it just takes an emotional toll on me and after everything ive been through im struggling to deal with it , im back on social media after been in total isolation for 6 months but it makes me upset when i see people with great skin on there, im not jelous nor bitter just upset, i used to be so confident and now im scared to get a job do normal things, i feel as if people underestimate acne, it can truely destroy your mind, thankfully i no longer consider suicide , but i do feel lonely , i have a good amount of friends that keep in contact with me and always want me to go out but i dont want to leave my comfort zone does anyone else feel this way , its almost as if your constantly worried and obsessing over your skin that you cant truely enjoy yourself when your out , i guess what im looking to find is someone who understands me, someone i can understand to , just people who want to conversate and unload their feelings, i am undergoing counselling and starting new treatment for my skin this week so i am making positive steps but i feel as if i would greatly benefit from talking to someone who understands , thankyou for taking the time to read this