Day 65
Rough day today. Has anyone else experienced being upset over something, but for some reason you feel that much more upset about it? This shit is intense. I was experiencing some depression and anxiety prior to taking tane again, but I wasnt going to let that stop me from doing this again. Since Ive been taking it Ive gotten upset over a few things that have made me an emotional wreck. I was upset last night & couldnt sleep, then I woke up at 5am only to fall asleep before my alarm went off. I feel like a depressed zombie today. I know theres good days & bad days in life, but damn, when theyre bad, theyre bad.
My face today? Lip pimple came to a tiny head. I think it popped when I went to touch it. Im expecting a sexy red mark soon that will be a bitch to cover up since its literally right above my lip. Cheek pimple looks gross. Jawline is looking like crap, too.
Chick looks like a caveman...
HAHAHAHAAAAAA omfgggg
Day 65
Rough day today. Has anyone else experienced being upset over something, but for some reason you feel that much more upset about it? This shit is intense. I was experiencing some depression and anxiety prior to taking tane again, but I wasnt going to let that stop me from doing this again. Since Ive been taking it Ive gotten upset over a few things that have made me an emotional wreck. I was upset last night & couldnt sleep, then I woke up at 5am only to fall asleep before my alarm went off. I feel like a depressed zombie today. I know theres good days & bad days in life, but damn, when theyre bad, theyre bad.
My face today? Lip pimple came to a tiny head. I think it popped when I went to touch it. Im expecting a sexy red mark soon that will be a bitch to cover up since its literally right above my lip. Cheek pimple looks gross. Jawline is looking like crap, too.
Aw katie. I can relate with feeling down or emotional. I have been feeling really withdrawn lately and just generally unhappy, and then I wonder if it's something in my life or if it's the medicine? I think it's scary when we don't exactly feel in control of the situation OR we don't even know what the hell is going on.
The odd thing is it feels different from regular hormonal mood swings. It feels deeper and just like an empty sadness. Yet it hasn't affected my daily living or anything. I think a lot of it has to do with the fatigue this medicine causes, and the red face, and just naturally feeling like you don't want to be around people. The best thing we can tell ourselves is this is only a few months out of years of our life. It will be over soon. We are strong, and whatever is going on, we'll just have to ride out this temporary wave of sadness/anxiety/whatever you want to call it.
Chick looks like a caveman...
HAHAHAHAAAAAA omfgggg
Day 65
Rough day today. Has anyone else experienced being upset over something, but for some reason you feel that much more upset about it? This shit is intense. I was experiencing some depression and anxiety prior to taking tane again, but I wasnt going to let that stop me from doing this again. Since Ive been taking it Ive gotten upset over a few things that have made me an emotional wreck. I was upset last night & couldnt sleep, then I woke up at 5am only to fall asleep before my alarm went off. I feel like a depressed zombie today. I know theres good days & bad days in life, but damn, when theyre bad, theyre bad.
My face today? Lip pimple came to a tiny head. I think it popped when I went to touch it. Im expecting a sexy red mark soon that will be a bitch to cover up since its literally right above my lip. Cheek pimple looks gross. Jawline is looking like crap, too.
Aw katie. I can relate with feeling down or emotional. I have been feeling really withdrawn lately and just generally unhappy, and then I wonder if it's something in my life or if it's the medicine? I think it's scary when we don't exactly feel in control of the situation OR we don't even know what the hell is going on.
The odd thing is it feels different from regular hormonal mood swings. It feels deeper and just like an empty sadness. Yet it hasn't affected my daily living or anything. I think a lot of it has to do with the fatigue this medicine causes, and the red face, and just naturally feeling like you don't want to be around people. The best thing we can tell ourselves is this is only a few months out of years of our life. It will be over soon. We are strong, and whatever is going on, we'll just have to ride out this temporary wave of sadness/anxiety/whatever you want to call it.
Coming from the oldest one here I gotta tell you guys you are describing perimenopause! Ha,ha 🙂
In all seriousness though, I sometimes feel like the down/anxiety is due to the acne not the accutane. I know we've all dealt with it forever but I'm feeling like maybe I was expecting too much to happen too quickly on this medicine even though I told myself to be patient. For all of us this was such a BIG decision and now here we are and it's like "hurry up and wait".
I hope your day gets better Katie!
Thank you guys. <3
I've always been an emotional person, so I'm not so sure I can say that it's the 'tane. When things other than my acne make me feel completely empty and upset, I begin to freak out in my head. Last night I saw that a guy who I was seeing 5 months back (who came to see me and a friend at a bar on Friday and kissed me, then told me he missed me) is seeing other girls & basically not giving a crap about anything. Seeing him brought back a lot of feelings, so I felt really heavy about the whole thing. I texted him how I felt, and it pretty much ended up not so good...
Earlier this month a coworker was pissed at me and I had to go to the bathroom to cry. Which is unlike me... but I definitely think I'm just going through a tough part of my life, especially with the acne. We can get through these things. I'm glad I have your support!
Thank you guys.
I've always been an emotional person, so I'm not so sure I can say that it's the 'tane. When things other than my acne make me feel completely empty and upset, I begin to freak out in my head. Last night I saw that a guy who I was seeing 5 months back (who came to see me and a friend at a bar on Friday and kissed me, then told me he missed me) is seeing other girls & basically not giving a crap about anything. Seeing him brought back a lot of feelings, so I felt really heavy about the whole thing. I texted him how I felt, and it pretty much ended up not so good...
Earlier this month a coworker was pissed at me and I had to go to the bathroom to cry. Which is unlike me... but I definitely think I'm just going through a tough part of my life, especially with the acne. We can get through these things. I'm glad I have your support!
Aww Katie I am sorry. I would like to start this by say that guys are assholes most of the time! Im sorry he sounds like a real jerk. I know the feelings are fresh and he drummed everything back up. Be glad that you were able to speak up about your feelings and it ended up not so good now rather than later when you are emotionally invest again. I know that probably doesn't help but you will heal from this soon and you can move on and leave jerk face behind!
I am sure you are feeling down because of the other night with the dude, and it is affecting other things in your life today too. That is 100% normal and something that has happened to me before the accutane was even in my sight. Years and years ago before I even had acne. So I can say that it probably has nothing to do with the accutane. You got your feelings hurt and it effects you all over the place mentally.
On the other hand my sister has mentioned to me that I seem to be more short tempered since I have been taking this damn medication. I have noticed it maybe a little bit. I have days where I am touchier than others and I had those before the medication also. I might have them more often now, but I don't know if I would feel this way naturally or if I am looking for side effects and issues with taking this. Only because it come with a laundry list of things that can and might happen, and a even longer laundry list of things that people have reported and never happened with anyone else. So I think that we can blame anything and everything on this medication and it probably isn't from it.
Cheer up, your better than this guy! You deserve better and you will get better! HUGS
Ugh that guy totally jerked you around. Therefore...he's a jerk! I can't stand that leading other people on type of behavior.
Treat yourself to something nice, Katie. That's what I do when I feel upset. Doesn't even have to be food related...it can just be watching a funny movie by yourself or with a friend, or going to the mall. I am honestly a very emotional person, too....and people often ask me why I am so sensitive. I think we just came into this world like that, so other people need to get over it. Haha As I get older, I realize I have nothing to hide. I don't give a crap if I cry or yell or express things. At least it's out of my system that way and not festering inside me.
Off to meet some friends to work on a school project! Hope you enjoy the rest of your day.
Katie I think you should go buy some really sexy shoes! That usually fixes me right up - I love me a great pair of stilettos! And then you need to strut your stuff in those shoes and see the guys falling right and left as you walk by and that will make you forget Mr. Dumb.
I'm a sensitive person too but I've learned to hold it in a bit with all the years of mothering. But I agree with Gina, love who you are, emotional or not. My daughter is also on the sensitive side and where I grew up being told it was a bad thing, I have done the opposite with her. I've told her it's part of what makes her so special. She's empathetic and really cares about other people because of her sensitivity and that's a good thing.
Now, go shopping!
Aww Katie I am sorry. I would like to start this by say that guys are assholes most of the time! Im sorry he sounds like a real jerk. I know the feelings are fresh and he drummed everything back up. Be glad that you were able to speak up about your feelings and it ended up not so good now rather than later when you are emotionally invest again. I know that probably doesn't help but you will heal from this soon and you can move on and leave jerk face behind!
I am sure you are feeling down because of the other night with the dude, and it is affecting other things in your life today too. That is 100% normal and something that has happened to me before the accutane was even in my sight. Years and years ago before I even had acne. So I can say that it probably has nothing to do with the accutane. You got your feelings hurt and it effects you all over the place mentally.
On the other hand my sister has mentioned to me that I seem to be more short tempered since I have been taking this damn medication. I have noticed it maybe a little bit. I have days where I am touchier than others and I had those before the medication also. I might have them more often now, but I don't know if I would feel this way naturally or if I am looking for side effects and issues with taking this. Only because it come with a laundry list of things that can and might happen, and a even longer laundry list of things that people have reported and never happened with anyone else. So I think that we can blame anything and everything on this medication and it probably isn't from it.
Cheer up, your better than this guy! You deserve better and you will get better! HUGS
I know it's for the best to not have a guy like that around! I was thinking about not saying anything...but I couldn't hold it in. I have a hard time letting certain people go, including this asshole. I had already cut him out of my life once and then he somehow slowly started talking to me again. He told me he didn't talk to me for so long because he didn't want to hurt me any further. As if the month he did wasn't bad enough for a sensitive girl like me! I've tried dating several other guys this year, but for some reason only had chemistry with him. Ah, guys are so stupid, I swear.
I don't think it's the Accutane, either. Although I'm sure it doesn't help any stressful situation, haha. I got irritated easily last night with my mom. After I did it I didn't understand why I got pissed about something small. It's so easy to pin-point anything that happens to this medication. That's probably the worst thing to do too!
Thanks Betsy! 🙂 I feel better, although my cheek pimple looks insanely huge right now. This is the price that I pay for the dose increase, I guess.
Ugh that guy totally jerked you around. Therefore...he's a jerk! I can't stand that leading other people on type of behavior.
Treat yourself to something nice, Katie. That's what I do when I feel upset. Doesn't even have to be food related...it can just be watching a funny movie by yourself or with a friend, or going to the mall. I am honestly a very emotional person, too....and people often ask me why I am so sensitive. I think we just came into this world like that, so other people need to get over it. Haha As I get older, I realize I have nothing to hide. I don't give a crap if I cry or yell or express things. At least it's out of my system that way and not festering inside me.
Off to meet some friends to work on a school project! Hope you enjoy the rest of your day.
He really did. I've realized the guy has a insanely huge ego that nobody can even put a dent in. I hate guys like that. It did hurt, but I know it's better off that way.
You think just like me! I love to treat myself when I feel down. It always lifts my mood. Retail therapy is great! I may have to wonder to the mall this weekend to do some of that. 🙂 But you're right - some people are just super sensitive. My zodiac sign is a Cancer and I fit that sign to a t. Super emotional and crabby, hahahaha. I think that telling people how you feel and expressing yourself is for the best sometimes. Keeping quiet is only good sometimes. I'm just glad I got what I wanted off my chest at the end of the day.
Good luck with the school project! My day has made a turn around and I don't feel so down anymore. But I am exhausted!
when all else fails... punch him in the face. Gina knows what I'm talking about
I WISH I COULD. Or kick him in the face. Either one will give me some satisfaction. Hehehehe.
Katie I think you should go buy some really sexy shoes! That usually fixes me right up - I love me a great pair of stilettos!
And then you need to strut your stuff in those shoes and see the guys falling right and left as you walk by and that will make you forget Mr. Dumb.
I'm a sensitive person too but I've learned to hold it in a bit with all the years of mothering. But I agree with Gina, love who you are, emotional or not. My daughter is also on the sensitive side and where I grew up being told it was a bad thing, I have done the opposite with her. I've told her it's part of what makes her so special. She's empathetic and really cares about other people because of her sensitivity and that's a good thing.
Now, go shopping!
That is a great idea, Stacey! I love shoes. My whole closet is filled with so many shoes, some that I haven't worn in years. I don't have the courage to wear heels that are higher than 3 inches since I am 5 ft 7 inches. Ugh, being tall is a bummer sometimes. But it's weird...because when I modeled for some amateur photographers I loved wearing tall heels!! It's weird, because I've had many guys approach me this year, but my heart was set on a complete dud. Yikes.
I was a very sensitive child. Not much has changed. My mom has told me recently that I need more of a backbone. It's just hard. & I have trust issues because once I let certain people get close to me, they take advantage of that.
This weekend will definitely consist of some shopping for me! 🙂
I'm a shoe FANATIC! I'm 5'7 as well but I looooove heels! Living in Miami for four years, I got used to rocking heels every weekend It does wonders for your self esteem, I swear. And I love towering over guys, because it seriously makes me feel powerful.... plus it weeds out all the ones without enough balls to come talk to me
Four inch heels are pretty standard for me, even for work (the classy heels though, not crazy stripper heels), and 4.5 inch heels are also typical for when I go out. Learning to walk in them is an artform, I swear!
I'm a shoe FANATIC! I'm 5'7 as well but I looooove heels! Living in Miami for four years, I got used to rocking heels every weekend
It does wonders for your self esteem, I swear. And I love towering over guys, because it seriously makes me feel powerful.... plus it weeds out all the ones without enough balls to come talk to me
Four inch heels are pretty standard for me, even for work (the classy heels though, not crazy stripper heels), and 4.5 inch heels are also typical for when I go out. Learning to walk in them is an artform, I swear!
Wow someone else who is 5'7?! I always feel so uncomfortable when I tower over guys. My ex boyfriend was 6'3, so I could wear 4.5 inch heels and still feel like I'm not a giant. The other guy who I was seeing months back was 6'6 and that was the hugest turn on for me. I'm a sucker for the tall guys. Tall, "lanky" (as my girl friend says) guys. HAHA. But you're so right...wearing tall heels will weed out those suckers with no balls to approach us hot mamas! 🙂 That's so funny you mention stripper heels...because there is a chick at my job who wears stilettos to work. Different ones every day. I have yet to figure out who she's trying to impress or if she really thinks that highly of herself to wear those kind of heels to work as a Data Entry Tech. Like, come on! Hahah. 🙂
I'm a shoe FANATIC! I'm 5'7 as well but I looooove heels! Living in Miami for four years, I got used to rocking heels every weekend
It does wonders for your self esteem, I swear. And I love towering over guys, because it seriously makes me feel powerful.... plus it weeds out all the ones without enough balls to come talk to me
Four inch heels are pretty standard for me, even for work (the classy heels though, not crazy stripper heels), and 4.5 inch heels are also typical for when I go out. Learning to walk in them is an artform, I swear!
Wow someone else who is 5'7?! I always feel so uncomfortable when I tower over guys. My ex boyfriend was 6'3, so I could wear 4.5 inch heels and still feel like I'm not a giant. The other guy who I was seeing months back was 6'6 and that was the hugest turn on for me. I'm a sucker for the tall guys. Tall, "lanky" (as my girl friend says) guys. HAHA. But you're so right...wearing tall heels will weed out those suckers with no balls to approach us hot mamas!
That's so funny you mention stripper heels...because there is a chick at my job who wears stilettos to work. Different ones every day. I have yet to figure out who she's trying to impress or if she really thinks that highly of herself to wear those kind of heels to work as a Data Entry Tech. Like, come on! Hahah.
It gives me so much confidence! I don't mind towering over guys at all, and I only date tall guys, so it makes it easy to see what my cut-off is! If you're shorter than me when I'm in "normal" heels, I won't date you There was a girl in my business school who wore like 5 inch stripper heels (as in, adorned with ribbons and bows and ridiculous shit.... see attached picture) during presentations. It's a shame because she got really good grades and was super smart, but no one would take her seriously because she just looked like some cheap skank. Honestly, I don't know how her friends didn't tell her that she looked ridiculous? I would FOR SURE expect my friends to tell me!
I'm a shoe FANATIC! I'm 5'7 as well but I looooove heels! Living in Miami for four years, I got used to rocking heels every weekend
It does wonders for your self esteem, I swear. And I love towering over guys, because it seriously makes me feel powerful.... plus it weeds out all the ones without enough balls to come talk to me
Four inch heels are pretty standard for me, even for work (the classy heels though, not crazy stripper heels), and 4.5 inch heels are also typical for when I go out. Learning to walk in them is an artform, I swear!
Wow someone else who is 5'7?! I always feel so uncomfortable when I tower over guys. My ex boyfriend was 6'3, so I could wear 4.5 inch heels and still feel like I'm not a giant. The other guy who I was seeing months back was 6'6 and that was the hugest turn on for me. I'm a sucker for the tall guys. Tall, "lanky" (as my girl friend says) guys. HAHA. But you're so right...wearing tall heels will weed out those suckers with no balls to approach us hot mamas!
That's so funny you mention stripper heels...because there is a chick at my job who wears stilettos to work. Different ones every day. I have yet to figure out who she's trying to impress or if she really thinks that highly of herself to wear those kind of heels to work as a Data Entry Tech. Like, come on! Hahah.
I am 5'9 1/2! I always hated being so tall. I used to scruntch over when I was younger so I wouldn't feel so tall. Terrible posture lol. I like it now that all the guys for the most part grew taller finally. Im a sucker for tall and lanky too. Although I'm starting to dig a tall dude with a beard lol. I need the brawny man to come knock at my door. Or that hot werewolf alcide on trueblood. I'll take either
I usually wear flats to work because they're comfy. I recently just bought a pair of 3 inch black heels which I adore. I wore them out last weekend (and had a bad night in them, sadly).
Aw - they're SUPER cute but I would never wear them unless I was dressing up for someone (like Halloween) or modeling! Some girls have a lottttta balls to wear what they wear. This girl at my work wears the same kind, like the kind you see on ShoeDazzle.com or something along those lines. Like the ones below. A coworker told me that a guy asked her how tall they were and she told him, and then giggled like she was hot shit. She also wears jean jackets to work. I'll never understand!
I'm a shoe FANATIC! I'm 5'7 as well but I looooove heels! Living in Miami for four years, I got used to rocking heels every weekend
It does wonders for your self esteem, I swear. And I love towering over guys, because it seriously makes me feel powerful.... plus it weeds out all the ones without enough balls to come talk to me
Four inch heels are pretty standard for me, even for work (the classy heels though, not crazy stripper heels), and 4.5 inch heels are also typical for when I go out. Learning to walk in them is an artform, I swear!
Wow someone else who is 5'7?! I always feel so uncomfortable when I tower over guys. My ex boyfriend was 6'3, so I could wear 4.5 inch heels and still feel like I'm not a giant. The other guy who I was seeing months back was 6'6 and that was the hugest turn on for me. I'm a sucker for the tall guys. Tall, "lanky" (as my girl friend says) guys. HAHA. But you're so right...wearing tall heels will weed out those suckers with no balls to approach us hot mamas!
That's so funny you mention stripper heels...because there is a chick at my job who wears stilettos to work. Different ones every day. I have yet to figure out who she's trying to impress or if she really thinks that highly of herself to wear those kind of heels to work as a Data Entry Tech. Like, come on! Hahah.
I am 5'9 1/2! I always hated being so tall. I used to scruntch over when I was younger so I wouldn't feel so tall. Terrible posture lol. I like it now that all the guys for the most part grew taller finally. Im a sucker for tall and lanky too. Although I'm starting to dig a tall dude with a beard lol. I need the brawny man to come knock at my door. Or that hot werewolf alcide on trueblood. I'll take either
Wow! That's awesome though. As much as I hated being tall when I was a kid, I love it now! That's funny you mention your bad posture when you were younger. I was the same way. I had acne and bad posture in 7th grade and I was called "hunchback" after I changed schools because of a move. I stood up straight after that...and I do sometimes slouch, but I make sure my back is not hunched over. I'm definitely a sucker for a little beard, as long as it's not outrageous. I wish I watched trueblood (I barely ever watch TV anymore). I hope to meet a sweet guy who is tall and handsome. Every girls dream...
Oh! This picture is me when I was 11. Shows just how bad I was with posture. Yikes.
So I just got super nervous about people I know in real life finding this because of linked pictures from Facebook or something...then I googled my facebook username and my log came up on google. Needless to say, my username on Facebook has since been changed. I would be mortified if I had friends reading this shit.
JEAN JACKETS HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA... does she also use a scrunchie? I love it... as soon as you said shoedazzle.com, I automatically thought stripper heels! Hilarious! The nicest shoes I've ever got were these: As soon as I saw them, I had to have them. They were also actually worn by Samantha during the naked sushi scene in the first SATC movie. I've only worn them once, and they hurt my feet for 3 days straight (damn my wide feet that I squeeze painfully into tiny narrow designer shoes), but... SO WORTH IT.
YEP, JEAN JACKETS! Hahahaha. The dress-code at my job is "business casual" yet she wears black yoga pants, a jean jacket and crazy stripper heels.
Those shoes are super sexy!! I wore a pair that are about that tall, gladiator heels, to an engagement party in 2010 and I vowed to myself not to take them off...and my feet were LITERALLY throbbing at the end of the night. Such pain to look good, right?!?
She's been wearing a lot of funky dresses - long ones, since it's been warmer out. Some of them are cute. But then she'll have a strange day with yoga pants and crazy stripper heels. Insane! I'm glad we have some class
I would love to live in NYC! I'm a Philly girl and always will be though!
I loveeee heels! But I only 2 pair from dances at my high school, I am more of the mocassins and furry clog type person I love dressing comfy but there are always a dress or a really cute pair of heels I see that I wish I could wear somewhere.
BTW:
My side effects are kicking in like a mofo - the dryness on my body is sooo bad. I've gotten really bad red, rashy ezcema under both my knees, and I have red tiny little bumps alllll over my forearms. I seriously have woken up in the middle o the night scratching at my legs, and thank god it's going to be cool for a whole week cause I need it to heal fast, it looks like I got some nasty infection - gross.. Waa ;( my face is pretty dry, I've been bad and not moisturizing.. I hate the feeling of moisturizer for some reason. I got a whitehead near my jaw, which is INSANE because I've never broken out in my life near my jaw. Thankfuly it's the size of nothing, just a red little dot! The invader on my cheek is a scabby that will be dowsed in neosporin . I have a couple tiny little pimples on random places on my face, but I've been making sure to not look in the mirror and just go, so that by the time a few weeks or a month go by I can hopefully look and go "yeaaah baby"
Love all the shoes!! My most recent pair my family gave me for my birthday (of course I freaking gave them the link so all they had to do was order them-haha). They are a pair of Guess heels and they are shiny silver - soooooo cool with jeans!
So I'm having trouble with the black yoga pants and stripper heels - really? Black yoga pants and heels? Really?? That's gotta be some sight!
You guys are all so tall! I'm only 5'3. It makes wearing heels fun but I do like cute flats and sometimes you can feel like a midget - and forget about ever reaching anything on a top shelf! My son recently grew taller than me so now I'm the smallest in the house but it was a fun accomplishment for him and then he passed his sister and that was really fun. He's on the small side so it feels good to be taller than his girls.
I hope that cheek zit clears up fast Katie!! Probably didn't help that you got stressed out which of course is impossible to avoid. I always broke out after a big stress session which would then make me stress more - I am sure looking forward accutane hopefully helping me with that becasue stress is unavoidable!
I loveeee heels! But I only 2 pair from dances at my high school, I am more of the mocassins and furry clog type person
I love dressing comfy but there are always a dress or a really cute pair of heels I see that I wish I could wear somewhere.
BTW:
My side effects are kicking in like a mofo - the dryness on my body is sooo bad. I've gotten really bad red, rashy ezcema under both my knees, and I have red tiny little bumps alllll over my forearms. I seriously have woken up in the middle o the night scratching at my legs, and thank god it's going to be cool for a whole week cause I need it to heal fast, it looks like I got some nasty infection - gross.. Waa ;( my face is pretty dry, I've been bad and not moisturizing.. I hate the feeling of moisturizer for some reason. I got a whitehead near my jaw, which is INSANE because I've never broken out in my life near my jaw. Thankfuly it's the size of nothing, just a red little dot! The invader on my cheek is a scabby that will be dowsed in neosporin
. I have a couple tiny little pimples on random places on my face, but I've been making sure to not look in the mirror and just go, so that by the time a few weeks or a month go by I can hopefully look and go "yeaaah baby"
Hi ya adorable Taylor!
I am an itch queen too! My arms especially-I could itch them right off. I've gotten a really light rash and my derm gave me perscription cortisone that does help. I do hate it though because it's so sticky feeling. True some over the counter cortisone, it will probably help.
I hate the moisturizer too but I've been using it and it does help the dryness. I think you're still on your first month, right? You're probably just experiencing a mild IB so hang in there, hopefully it will get better soon.
Wow! That's awesome though. As much as I hated being tall when I was a kid, I love it now! That's funny you mention your bad posture when you were younger. I was the same way. I had acne and bad posture in 7th grade and I was called "hunchback" after I changed schools because of a move. I stood up straight after that...and I do sometimes slouch, but I make sure my back is not hunched over. I'm definitely a sucker for a little beard, as long as it's not outrageous. I wish I watched trueblood (I barely ever watch TV anymore). I hope to meet a sweet guy who is tall and handsome. Every girls dream...
Oh! This picture is me when I was 11. Shows just how bad I was with posture. Yikes.
So I just got super nervous about people I know in real life finding this because of linked pictures from Facebook or something...then I googled my facebook username and my log came up on google. Needless to say, my username on Facebook has since been changed. I would be mortified if I had friends reading this shit.
Oh my god if I wasn't to lazy to go dig out a photo right now I probably looked really similar. I remember in school doing those music programs and standing on the bleachers. I was always at the end of the top row because I was so tall. I hated it, I felt like everyone looked at me because I stood out. It felt like I went to school with midgets until I was in like 7th grade and then boys started getting taller than me. Now I like being tall, and having long legs. Thank god they started making pant in tall because for awhile there I was treading the high water territory lol.
Ummm good play on checking your log! I would never want my friends reading this either...
I loveeee heels! But I only 2 pair from dances at my high school, I am more of the mocassins and furry clog type person
I love dressing comfy but there are always a dress or a really cute pair of heels I see that I wish I could wear somewhere.
BTW:
My side effects are kicking in like a mofo - the dryness on my body is sooo bad. I've gotten really bad red, rashy ezcema under both my knees, and I have red tiny little bumps alllll over my forearms. I seriously have woken up in the middle o the night scratching at my legs, and thank god it's going to be cool for a whole week cause I need it to heal fast, it looks like I got some nasty infection - gross.. Waa ;( my face is pretty dry, I've been bad and not moisturizing.. I hate the feeling of moisturizer for some reason. I got a whitehead near my jaw, which is INSANE because I've never broken out in my life near my jaw. Thankfuly it's the size of nothing, just a red little dot! The invader on my cheek is a scabby that will be dowsed in neosporin
. I have a couple tiny little pimples on random places on my face, but I've been making sure to not look in the mirror and just go, so that by the time a few weeks or a month go by I can hopefully look and go "yeaaah baby"
When I was your age, I didn't own any heels except for the ones I wore to proms and dances! It's fun to dress up though. I love being a girl, for the most part. I'm a moccasin person, too. I have a pair of black ugg moccasins that I LOVE. So comfy in the winter.
Aw Taylor! You should tell your derm about the eczema. He/she will be able to prescribe you something to help it. Luckily, mine went away. I'm not sure why. I hate moisturizer too...it makes me feel slimy, but you should try to once a day! It makes a difference to us extra-dry and flaky girls on 80MG! 🙂
What's up with the jaw pimples on 'tane? My jaw is having a pimple party right now. I can't help but look in mirrors when I am near one. BUT! I've decided I'm not going to take pictures every day, or every other day...and just take a weekly picture. I feel like I'm dwelling on my acne, and making myself depressed. Not good!
Love all the shoes!! My most recent pair my family gave me for my birthday (of course I freaking gave them the link so all they had to do was order them-haha). They are a pair of Guess heels and they are shiny silver - soooooo cool with jeans!
So I'm having trouble with the black yoga pants and stripper heels - really? Black yoga pants and heels? Really?? That's gotta be some sight!
You guys are all so tall! I'm only 5'3. It makes wearing heels fun but I do like cute flats and sometimes you can feel like a midget - and forget about ever reaching anything on a top shelf!
My son recently grew taller than me so now I'm the smallest in the house but it was a fun accomplishment for him and then he passed his sister and that was really fun. He's on the small side so it feels good to be taller than his girls.
I hope that cheek zit clears up fast Katie!! Probably didn't help that you got stressed out which of course is impossible to avoid. I always broke out after a big stress session which would then make me stress more - I am sure looking forward accutane hopefully helping me with that becasue stress is unavoidable!
Yup! Long black yoga pants and stripper heels. I'll never understand some people's wardrobes.
5'3 is a good height! I've always envied girls who were smaller than me, who could wear tall heels and not be almost 6' tall. Lucky you!
Thank you Stacey! It's really quite a site to see. I'm hoping that it goes away within the next week or so. This 80mg needs to start kickin' some acne ass already! Come on 'tane!!!
I love how I open Katie's log and the first thing I see on this page is a post about yoga pants and stripper heels. Should I be frightened?
Hahahaha!! This log has taken a turn to talk about weird people and their insane wardrobes. We're silly.
Oh my god if I wasn't to lazy to go dig out a photo right now I probably looked really similar. I remember in school doing those music programs and standing on the bleachers. I was always at the end of the top row because I was so tall. I hated it, I felt like everyone looked at me because I stood out. It felt like I went to school with midgets until I was in like 7th grade and then boys started getting taller than me. Now I like being tall, and having long legs. Thank god they started making pant in tall because for awhile there I was treading the high water territory lol.
Ummm good play on checking your log! I would never want my friends reading this either...
I felt like I was surrounded by midgets, even in 8th grade. I was 5'5 by 8th grade and I hated it. I'm glad we're both comfortable with our tallness now. I love my long legs and wearing shorts in the summer. 🙂