Ughhh I've dealt with ance ever since I could remember.. I started breaking out in 7th grade.. I dont need to leave all the details but Ive had and gotten rid of Horrible, Horrible, HORRIBLE ance two times in my life. my skin after the first time actually wasnt scarred or discolored ( im pale so the front of my face is a tanish color because i never broke out there while the rest of my face is a ghosty dead white color from all the medicene and 3 laser sessions I had to kill off my 2nd round of horrible acne at 21.

22 now...but I've been made fun of plenty of times, and what can seem like a harmless joke really hurts sometimes. Someone at work today said I look like a burn victim and of course the people that heard him thought it was hilarious.. of course I play it off and act like I either dont heard them or just dont give a fuck but it really kills me inside. I mean.. you have no idea what ive had to go thru to even look how I do now. I barley have any acne anymore so at least theres that.. maybe one pimple on the side of my head.. ( lol i popped it this morning) but damn.. it really makes me feel some type of way to see how people really treat someone who might not look the same as them.

If I can leave you guys with any sort of message be kind to everyone.. you never know what someones been thru or really feeling inside. And my face is pretty scarred up on one side.. I remember this job I had this dude was like .. " Holy shit theres no way your that old" responding to how i look older then i am because of my ance scarring.

But to everyone going thru the motions.. stay postive and remember this is all just a curve ball we were thrown and theres really not much we can do about it. keep your head up and dont let anyone ever bring you down..at the end of the day no matter what anyone says its really about whats on the inside that counts.. one day we will ALL be 6 feet under just like anyone else.

Keep the postive vibes flowing...