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On 10/21/2012 at 12:31 PM, nfamousjade said:On 10/21/2012 at 10:29 AM, poi6 said:So my Saturday night went something like this....it was all well and fine hanging out with the last freinds I have, until buckets.
What is buckets you might ask? Well il tell you. Its when two people put on hockey helmets and glove and then they box....
So anyways, I'm scrawny. Scrawny scrawny scrawny. And it sucks
It makes me feel like shit. Everyone makes fun of me for it....so they suggested I box my friends 8 year old brother. I'm literally double his age.
And I got my ass handed to me. I couldn't even get one FUCKING PUNCH IN. they video taped the whole thing and now its all on facebook. I went home and I cried like a 5 year old girl. I feel pathetic. I'm such a fucking loser. I'm sick of working out the most and still being tiny and studying the hardest and getting the worst grades......why do I even fucking try? ....I'm an outcast, a freak, loser, nerd, pussy.......goodnight
Hey I know the feeling. I'm a girl and I'm tall and skinny genetically.ppl always ask me do you eat? And it really hurts my feeling. Ppl always make comments about my weight or how skinny I am. Its never ending and sometimes I feel like I won't be good enough for myself or for other ppl. Its a never ending cycle. Guys expect every girl to be curvy with big boob and a big butt and when they see me they act like I'm an alien.
sorry for spilling my guts just know I 'understand where your coming from.
I know it sucks so much, people don't realize that its actually harder to gain weight with a fast metabolism then lose weight with a slow metabolism.......I just watched this video and now I feel as if I'm ready to train more and keep trying to get big. [Edited link out]
Replace agony with acne and this sums up how I feel
Love Breaking Benjamin
Like always.. as soon as the pimples get dried, I get 2-3 active ones.. I have 2 active pimples, one can be hidden by my hair ^^;
The more pimples I get, the more redness and scars.. grr
did you go off your diet or just a routine flare up?
I decided to masturbate a while go to see , that could be it. I thought I wouldn't break out at all ^^;; I've been eating grains now, like mary's cracker (not sure if you've seen it) sprouted bread) These are the only thing I added. My skin is still very smooth when I touch it. No idea why I keep breaking out ^^
Feeling ok today - skin is getting worse again but I still feel ok at the moment. Going out to dinner with family friends who are visiting from Ireland so that should be good- though photos will probably be taken which I never look forward to...
face is slowly getting worse I think. not exactly sure what's going on or why. b5 has always worked for me
Maybe it's just because you've been sick lately? Have you changed your dose of b5 at all - that could be it too if you have.
Its funny. I was so upset about NOT finding a job, that when I do find one, im still not satisfied. Im looking for something better. Something with more hours, and pays better. We'll see!
I think it's fine to keep looking for something you like better / suits you better. Just don't quit this job before you find something else - unless for some reason the job you have now is terrible. Congrats on the job anyway 
On 10/22/2012 at 9:13 AM, Lilly75 said:Feeling ok today - skin is getting worse again but I still feel ok at the moment. Going out to dinner with family friends who are visiting from Ireland so that should be good- though photos will probably be taken which I never look forward to...
On 10/22/2012 at 8:56 AM, betterness24 said:face is slowly getting worse I think. not exactly sure what's going on or why. b5 has always worked for me
Maybe it's just because you've been sick lately? Have you changed your dose of b5 at all - that could be it too if you have.
Lilly You have no idea how much better your reply made me feel. Seriously.. the fact that you remembered I was sick really caught me off guard. Reminds me how much this place is like one big family. And as far as I know my dose hasn't changed, but my eating habits have lol I've eaten fast food past 2 days .. probably the culprit and possibly even why I'm sick now that I think about it
Lilly
You have no idea how much better your reply made me feel. Seriously.. the fact that you remembered I was sick really caught me off guard. Reminds me how much this place is like one big family. And as far as I know my dose hasn't changed, but my eating habits have lol I've eaten fast food past 2 days
.. probably the culprit and possibly even why I'm sick now that I think about it
haha you're welcome then
Yeah maybe the recent diet changes is effecting your skin - and being sick which means you're whole system is a little run down could be impacting it also. Just some thoughts though.
Like always.. as soon as the pimples get dried, I get 2-3 active ones.. I have 2 active pimples, one can be hidden by my hair ^^;
The more pimples I get, the more redness and scars.. grr
did you go off your diet or just a routine flare up?
I decided to masturbate a while go to see , that could be it. I thought I wouldn't break out at all ^^;; I've been eating grains now, like mary's cracker (not sure if you've seen it) sprouted bread) These are the only thing I added. My skin is still very smooth when I touch it. No idea why I keep breaking out ^^
You always say you touch your skin. You should stop. We all know thats one of the worst things you could do. That could be why you continue to get pimples.
Like always.. as soon as the pimples get dried, I get 2-3 active ones.. I have 2 active pimples, one can be hidden by my hair ^^;
The more pimples I get, the more redness and scars.. grr
did you go off your diet or just a routine flare up?
I decided to masturbate a while go to see , that could be it. I thought I wouldn't break out at all ^^;; I've been eating grains now, like mary's cracker (not sure if you've seen it) sprouted bread) These are the only thing I added. My skin is still very smooth when I touch it. No idea why I keep breaking out ^^
You always say you touch your skin. You should stop. We all know thats one of the worst things you could do. That could be why you continue to get pimples.
Lol. You're right. My skin was never this smooth before. I will stop touching 
feeling good. I have school in the am and I'm not gonna let anyone bring me down. Were all unique and beautiful and are made the way we were intended to be. I just wanna live a life full of love and happiness, with great memories. I finally got what I asked for clear skin and I can't complain about how tough my life is. I have it pretty darn good. Great mom, family, God has blessed me with so much. count your blessings. Those r the things we tend to forget.
Home from a lovely evening out. Had a good time
I felt really self conscious leaving for the night though because of a very noticeable breakout on my right cheek. Really hard to hide with makeup too. Ended up just thinking 'this is as good as it's gonna get' and walked away from the mirror. So I did spend some of the night worrying about that but tried to forget about it. I smiled, had photos taken even haha and had a good time.
So my Saturday night went something like this....it was all well and fine hanging out with the last freinds I have, until buckets.
What is buckets you might ask? Well il tell you. Its when two people put on hockey helmets and glove and then they box....
So anyways, I'm scrawny. Scrawny scrawny scrawny. And it sucks
It makes me feel like shit. Everyone makes fun of me for it....so they suggested I box my friends 8 year old brother. I'm literally double his age.
And I got my ass handed to me. I couldn't even get one FUCKING PUNCH IN. they video taped the whole thing and now its all on facebook. I went home and I cried like a 5 year old girl. I feel pathetic. I'm such a fucking loser. I'm sick of working out the most and still being tiny and studying the hardest and getting the worst grades......why do I even fucking try? ....I'm an outcast, a freak, loser, nerd, pussy.......goodnight
That's rough bro.
I don't know about you, but if my friends posted a video of me getting beat up on Facebook, I would go off at them. It's not funny if you're not comfortable with everybody laughing at your expense. If your friends did what I just said for that particular reason, then they don't sound like true friends to me. You don't need them if they're bringing you down, but that's just my opinion. I, for one, understand where you're coming from. Throughout high school, I've come across true friends that I love and so-called friends that I hate. I've got a year and a half to go until I graduate and other than my best friend and the people I trust, I still don't know if the people I hang out with are my true friends or not.
When it comes to working out the most and studying the hardest, I can relate. I'm not small, but I'm not big either. No matter where you go or what you do, there are people on this planet that are genetically bigger than you and they don't lift a single weight. It's crazy. I know a lot of people like that and it amazes me. Having a high metabolism has it's ups and downs. I'm not a fan of studying and I'm sure that nobody else likes it either. It sucks to hear that you're grades aren't the best even though you study the hardest. My grades aren't bad, but they're not good either. I'm aware that I should study more and I'm also counting down the days until I graduate. It's going to be sad leaving my best friend and the people I trust, but that's life.
I'm not forcing you to do anything you don't want to do, but if you ever feel down, if you ever need to get motivated. Just watch these videos. This young man is one of my idols. He's the main reason why I give it my all. Whether it's at the gym or on the football field, I go hard whenever I'm in the mood. It doesn't matter if you're a fan of football or not, because his videos are all about motivation and inspiration.
In the end, you are who you are, so don't put yourself down all the time, because you're not going to achieve anything from it, trust me on that one. According to your profile, you're a year younger than me. You've got your whole life ahead of you. I'll admit, I'm not the happiest person out there due to unknown depression, but I do what I can to better myself, so it's not too late to do the same whenever you're ready.
Stay strong bro.
So my Saturday night went something like this....it was all well and fine hanging out with the last freinds I have, until buckets.
What is buckets you might ask? Well il tell you. Its when two people put on hockey helmets and glove and then they box....
So anyways, I'm scrawny. Scrawny scrawny scrawny. And it sucks
It makes me feel like shit. Everyone makes fun of me for it....so they suggested I box my friends 8 year old brother. I'm literally double his age.
And I got my ass handed to me. I couldn't even get one FUCKING PUNCH IN. they video taped the whole thing and now its all on facebook. I went home and I cried like a 5 year old girl. I feel pathetic. I'm such a fucking loser. I'm sick of working out the most and still being tiny and studying the hardest and getting the worst grades......why do I even fucking try? ....I'm an outcast, a freak, loser, nerd, pussy.......goodnight
That's rough bro.
I don't know about you, but if my friends posted a video of me getting beat up on Facebook, I would go off at them. It's not funny if you're not comfortable with everybody laughing at your expense. If your friends did what I just said for that particular reason, then they don't sound like true friends to me. You don't need them if they're bringing you down, but that's just my opinion. I, for one, understand where you're coming from. Throughout high school, I've come across true friends that I love and so-called friends that I hate. I've got a year and a half to go until I graduate and other than my best friend and the people I trust, I still don't know if the people I hang out with are my true friends or not.
When it comes to working out the most and studying the hardest, I can relate. I'm not small, but I'm not big either. No matter where you go or what you do, there are people on this planet that are genetically bigger than you and they don't lift a single weight. It's crazy. I know a lot of people like that and it amazes me. Having a high metabolism has it's ups and downs. I'm not a fan of studying and I'm sure that nobody else likes it either. It sucks to hear that you're grades aren't the best even though you study the hardest. My grades aren't bad, but they're not good either. I'm aware that I should study more and I'm also counting down the days until I graduate. It's going to be sad leaving my best friend and the people I trust, but that's life.
I'm not forcing you to do anything you don't want to do, but if you ever feel down, if you ever need to get motivated. Just watch these videos. This young man is one of my idols. He's the main reason why I give it my all. Whether it's at the gym or on the football field, I go hard whenever I'm in the mood. It doesn't matter if you're a fan of football or not, because his videos are all about motivation and inspiration.
In the end, you are who you are, so don't put yourself down all the time, because you're not going to achieve anything from it, trust me on that one. According to your profile, you're a year younger than me. You've got your whole life ahead of you. I'll admit, I'm not the happiest person out there due to unknown depression, but I do what I can to better myself, so it's not too late to do the same whenever you're ready.
Stay strong bro.
Thanks so much for the post man ..those videos helped alot
Hmmmm words to describe my day today .......
Well, school went well had an impromptu speech to give about religion...boy oh boy was i nervous. Ha-ha have to admit i had some laughs while standing behind podium just staring at my mates.
Other than that my skin is on the road to recovery hopefully. Its still awful but heck cant revolve all my thoughts on that issue. At least not today.
Be Blessed people.
