Today i'm feeling ok,

It's now the middle of the night here at the moment couldn't sleep haha.

Going out with a friend to the movies tomorrow.

But felt really bad yesterday and all trough today. Trying a new medication to help me to get ride of my acne, my skin lookes very well only got some small pimples popping up but they also go away very fast but leave a little red spot that makes me crazy, i hate red spots.

Also just felt bad about allot of other stuff in my life.

And had to go with my sister to her job for a day and caught her on checkin out my face on spots or whatever she's lookin for makes me so mad that i wanted to hit her hard!

She shouldn't do that at all!!!!

So that really got me pissed and stress just makes me tiered and takes alot of my happy energie and makes me wanna cry from frustration. Grrr..

But i'm doing ok now, cool down and keeping a clear mind.

xXx

I approve of Catwoman Julius! haha --someone needs to be the Penguin next. Preferable the Danny DeVito penguin LOL

 

I'm gettin' a painful cyst on chin & one has like, reactivated [is that possible?] on my cheek. Ouch...my skin has been kinda dry past couple days. I suppose it's the cold air lately. So my face just hurts, which is like a usual thing now. Sucks.

 

About 3 more weeks 'til I see the a derm for the first time!

 

 

I changed my avatar and my signature.

 

Good luck with your derm, Geeking.

 

Like your signature!

I loved the Dark Knight, it was grrrreat!

Thank you!

I'm still a Hater!

decidedly did not look in the mirror so i wouldnt feel bad, and it worked for a bit, we're renovating a house right now and when i was done painting i unconsciously tried to rub my face and back to get some paint off and popped a couple of nasty ones on my shoulders, hurt like a bitch and i felt ashamed even though i was working alone today...but it wasn't all bad lately my friends have been trying to remind me that im more than my looks and i tried to remember that and i felt a little better

At least you got the friends to start with. I wouldn't go out either, but these last months i haven't even got any invites.

thats really too bad...i hope things work out well for you soon, we're all here if u think we can help in any way

 

Thanks.

This place is a good place to vent. I feel a fool for not finding it sooner!

As for how im feeling about acne, still a bit bummed from my latest breakout. I got a fiery thing by my mouth, hoping it will ease down soon like the rest. Then it's on to the 300 year wait for my red marks to fade

Popped quite a few today. Depressing shit as always

Yeah depressing.

Not any new acne today, still waiting on the old big badass acne to die down though.

way down today...dont know why, i completely avoided my friends' calls and didnt even answer the door when one of them came over, just felt like shit...probably looked it too but didnt check

Depressed starting to feel like there no hope in site.i lost it this morning & broke the mirror in my bathroom.i feel so defeated & let down by eveyone & everything

Depressed starting to feel like there no hope in site.i lost it this morning & broke the mirror in my bathroom.i feel so defeated & let down by eveyone & everything

i smashed my mirror, and my cell phone, AND my ipod yesterday cuz i was so mad at myself...i feel your pain, and its easy to lose hope but it'll take more than acne to defeat me completely

The only place i feel secure is infront of mah laptop. At least it won't judge me, give me weird looks or ask don't you wash your face you stupid dick

I don't have much stuff so can't afford to smash those lol

I feel fine about my acne because I have larger issues to deal with (huge tests before spring break lol). Although I do have two rather large pimples at the moment which are slowly going away. Ah well...doesn't effect me anymore.haha

Hope you all are having a dandy day. <3

I feel bad about it.

Probably because its been behaving lately, but now its looks red and irritated.

My fault though. I stopped picking for sooo long.

I don't know why I did yesterday. It was stupid.

i smashed my mirror, and my cell phone, AND my ipod yesterday cuz i was so mad at myself...i feel your pain, and its easy to lose hope but it'll take more than acne to defeat me completely

HATE

Breaking objects is extreme! but I share the frustration...

I'm feeling fine, face doesn't hurt anymore but A LOT of red spots 'n bumps. Annoying but I'm glad my face doesn't hurt right now.

I don't feel great about it.. I seem to have a minor breakout on my jaw/neck area. At least I'm on spring break though so I don't have to leave the house and have anyone see me. Yep, this is how I spend spring break. And these are supposedly the best years of my life.

I'm guilty of that, spending time inside when I should be out doing something! or making excuses to stay indoors.

Sometimes you just have to face the music and not let acne win!

My life ended before it had a chance to begin. Fuck you acne

My face is clear after 1 month of taking tetracycline and using differin + zineryt. Not too much scarring but it's there and can see it start to heal up, will take quite some time though.

Was told to keep on it for about 6 months (3months of higher dose and the last 3 months at a lower does) because the first time i was on tetra for 3months, i was clear for about 4 months before it came back. Hopefully now it will work properly and get rid of the bacteria.

I'm feeling fine, face doesn't hurt anymore but A LOT of red spots 'n bumps. Annoying but I'm glad my face doesn't hurt right now.

Well I jinxed myself.

I woke up with 3 whiteheads around my nose. 2 VERY PAINFUL

I'm feeling fine, face doesn't hurt anymore but A LOT of red spots 'n bumps. Annoying but I'm glad my face doesn't hurt right now.

 

Well I jinxed myself.

I woke up with 3 whiteheads around my nose. 2 VERY PAINFUL

 

same here, I was fine yesterday, I looked nice. I must have gotten cocky and proud of my skin.

It broke out throughout the day.

im feeling down really down soooo down right now. i used to not worry about my acne becuz i thought my make up covered it very well but i look in the mirror outside and i looked like crap it looked so bad!!! i hate my face!!! i just want it gone. im so depressed.

I'm feeling fine, face doesn't hurt anymore but A LOT of red spots 'n bumps. Annoying but I'm glad my face doesn't hurt right now.

 

Well I jinxed myself.

I woke up with 3 whiteheads around my nose. 2 VERY PAINFUL

 

 

same here, I was fine yesterday, I looked nice. I must have gotten cocky and proud of my skin.

 

It broke out throughout the day.

 

Our skin is fickle. Very fickle.

im feeling down really down soooo down right now. i used to not worry about my acne becuz i thought my make up covered it very well but i look in the mirror outside and i looked like crap it looked so bad!!! i hate my face!!! i just want it gone. im so depressed.

Can't be that bad!

Think about the better things happening, like maybe you're having good weather or your friends and family. focusing on the negative only makes you think about more negative. Not good!

not good not good at all but it is looking better lets see how long that last

i have a big race this weekend i dont think im going to make it im just to embarrassed to get out