Your developing boxcar and ice picks,wouldnt look as bad if you had the active stuff under control.

funny you say you want to peel your face off,you would benefit from tca cross for your ice pick scars and smaller boxcar and tca peel for all over.you look like you got foreign blood ie:not white so read up about tca peels and peeling if any type and your skin type.

you got nothing that cant be dealt with so you got a silver lining for the future,for sure.