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So one frustrating night I stayed up on my phone and wrote this. It's like part rant and part rap. I don't know exactly what I was thinking. I don't even care if anyone likes it or not. I just felt like it belonged here
WARNING: bad language, i don't know if any of you care about that. I don't usually swear. It's just when i get talking about acne, yeah, that kinda makes me angry like nothing else.
by the way:
yeah, I have had someone tell me "why don't you just shave it off?" before.
also... why the heck is there a "Share with Facebook" button, are you serious? I think I'd rather just go die in a hole thank you very much.
so without further ado, i bring to you...
I'm just I guy trying to cure my acnein a western societyI'm just a guy trying to find the truthin a world of liesI can't even watch TV with my friends without a proactiv commercial coming on telling me there's no reason anyone should have acne anymorejust apply this to your face and it'll be gone poof magicwell you know that's just tragic how it really is, cause its just a bunch of liesand I despise them for it, I want to just smash the TV when that ad comes on, fuck that, ill just fucking kill whoever invented itthink they can just take advantage of us because we're desperate for a solutionbut they're just a bunch of pollutiontrying to give us the allusion that their pollution is the solutionit's all a bunch of liesyeah I'm just a guy, trying to find the truthin a world of liesproactiv makes people who don't have acne think, well those people who have acne must just be stupid because this thing cures it.that piece of shit won't get rid of your zits,fuck everythingpeople see me, they judge meall because of these scars on my facethey act like its my fault like I can control it and I should just get proactivhey man, I saw this thing on TV, proactiv you should try ithey man you should try shutting the fuck up motherfuckas think they're helping us, recommending things and its hard to get mad because they're intentions were goodwell shit, that's life when you got zitsseriously, they think we want acne, like i just woke up one morning and decided that hey I want everyone to misunderstand me and think that I just don't wash my face or somethingI wash my face every mothafuckin day bitches, but you can't seem to get that past your britchesbeen 4 years now, 4 long fucking pathetic years. years of pain more emotional than physical leaving emotional scars for the rest of my life not to mention the physical onesyeah I'm insecure and unconfidentI'm just a guy trying to find the truth in a world of liesbut besides all the cries of try this and try thatI'm just trying to be rid of itbut nothing seems to stop itI'm going insanethe terrain on my face is more complicated than anything you've ever witnessedpeople fucking judging me just because I've got red bumps on my face, should I get a white one ill having people tell me to pop it. and they just wont stop this shit, they're all so fucking stupid.and cupid would never pay any attention, "oh he's got acne, no love for you, love is for beautiful people, no uglies allowed"well fuck that, but I don't have the willpower to do itsometimes I just lie in my bed and cry, I ask why me God? why? then I remember that quote "God gives his toughest battles to his toughest soldiers"and then I wake up the next morning, dried tears on my pillow,get out of bed look in the mirror and sighand hopefully stop feeling sorry for myself and just try to go one to cure it somehowI want to be great but I can't seem to do that with acne, it sucksit sucks ass, it really does, especially in classwhere no one actually cares if they fail or passthe only reason they go to school is for the dramaI can hear them judging me, thinking I'm just that guy who doesn't wash his face, all these lies, that everyone thinks are true, well they're gonna rue the day the spread themI'm just a guy trying to find the truth in a world of liesI don't give a fuck about going with the flowhow low can you go hoe?"why don't you just shave it off"why don't you just shave your fucking balls offor better yet we'll just shave your headand then see how your street credchanges in bedwhen you've got no leadyou'll have to be fed red meds from the fedwhen I'm done with you you'll be sucking glue,while ill be doing ninjitsuyeah im just a guy trying to find the truthin a world of liesI've opened up my eyesnow I can hear the criesof these people dying like fliesfrom these pesticidesI'm just a guy trying to cure my acnein a western societywhere proactiv tries to give us the allusion that their pollution is the solutionI'm here to tell you that just ain't truecause I'm just a guy trying to find the truthin a world of lies
Nice man! I can absolutely relate to this on bad days (mostly everyday lately lol). The whole bit about god, I've done that lol, like whyyyyy meee. But I think god does do things for a reason and I know I've gotten a lot of life lessons out of having acne/scars. Keep your head up, easier said than done but I beleive we as a community can carry each other through these difficult times!
