First of all, you're not ugly and you don't have to feel so. You can try to put some ice on them. Or Cover the redness with some products that evens your skin tone.

Time is the only thing that ''cures'' them... or laser if you're rich. I have some myself and I know it sucks but we can't do much, we just have to wait until they fade. I know that they make you feel down, but those will fade with time. Don't use too harsh products on your face. The less products you use, the better. For me, using only water on my skin is the best thing I could do to it. You don't have to do the same, but just stay away from the harsh chemicals. Btw, you're not ugly, even with the marks I think you're a good looking guy.