after a hot shower...that was always the worst time

yea i feel the same? looks good in the morning cuz i guess my eyes arent truely focused yet and then if i get hot my face looks crazy

especially later in the day if my face starts getting oily, oily + redness + acne makes me feel so bad

I'm rather pale and freckly, so my skin is sensitive to the sun. Even a few minutes of unprotected sun exposure makes my red marks quite obvious. In the morning they look fine and strangely enough, after I work out they seem to be alright (maybe because the rest of my face is bright red as well? haha).

When i wake up and look in the mirror: "Today is going to be a wonderful day"

Eat breakfast get dressed, goes back to the mirror: "Never mind, this day is going to suck balls"

I feel like my h.p looks worse when I'm really intensely occupied with something- like whole face turns red or pink. If I'm day dreaming or watching a video/movie or sleeping my face goes back like I'm a normal human.