when i was small, i had a LOT of pimples on my arms, and my mom used to pop them, after that i thought it was good to pop them so sometimes i'd lock myself up in the bathroom and pop every thing i could. this lasted years and now i'm left with ugly dark scars:( that was just to show how obsessive i am with popping. well now i'm a teenager and get quite a lot of pimples on my forehead, nose, etc. but i cannot control popping every single thing on my forehead, it ends up looking worse that what i started with. then i get scabs and i let them fall off, and my skin is clear for a few days, until more pimples start coming up and it all repeats again. i wish i had clear skin so i wouldn't have to pop anything  i've tried salicylic acid and it doesn't work too much. i've also tried benzoyl peroxide and it worked for a while but then i started getting suuuuper irritated and burned from it. i used a 10% medication. i also tried ultra glows african black soap but i started breaking out badly and found out it was fake:(  my acne is not severe so i don't think i'd be able to get medication from a doctor. does anybody know if the real african black soap works? honestly i'm desperate, im destroying my skin and i need help:( this pic is recent and honestly not even close to what i've done before:( someone help pls:(