I dont know how to start, i feel like shit. I did a 6 month accutane course of 20 mg per day, i was really confused when my derm told me not to keep taking accutane because '' your face is great now, you dont need to keep taking these pills''. But i dont reached the accumulative dose.
Now like a month without any pill my acne is coming back it started at my nose where i get 3 pimples in a night, today i woke up with a pimple forming on my cheek. Before starting accutane i was coming out of a depression and while i was on that fucking pills my depression comeback but i didnt told my derm, i also have body dismorphia so im always unhappy with my appearance. I feel so damn broken right now i just cant handle how i feel with myself, ive been strong for 6 months i just cant keep. I have some epiduo left so im aplying it at my pimples i dont know what can i do right now.
Im the same, i went on a course of accutane for 4 months and my skin cleared, then a few weeks later my spots came back. then they put me on them for another 5-6 months and I've been off of them for a few weeks. i know the struggle and its not nice. if you have naturally oily skin like me you can expect a few spots here and there but at the pace your spots are coming back i recommend calling up your dermatologist and telling them that it has come back, they will normally put you back on them on a higher dose but if you are feeling depressed then i recommend telling them while on the course so at least they can give you some help. your spots might be coming back because of the stress you are putting on your self. just remember looks are not everything