Let me be frank about my Life. I am Male and i think there is right time for everything in life.

When i was 13 in 2006, i used to have many ugly filthy thoughts about oppsoite sex and slowly there after acne stated developing on my face leaving scar marks behind which since then everyday reminded me of my bad thought process and obvious thing of applying every single cream .

Now i am 23 years old, the only thing i can say is these 10 years, i very rarely attended social gatherings and made friends and never spoke to girls,  sometimes unavoidably. The only reason being deep inside I had that bitter feeling that i look bad when never made me easy-going. I always used to stand at last and hide if possible in group photos and has always choose to stand at place which attracted even little attention.

But the only now i have realized is that I m not going to move forward in life if I dont do  something with my scars. To be frank I have developed this idea of becoming a monk and my life has been such so far . This thought developed becoz my poor self esteem has always hindered me in someway and I really lost complete interest in life. Ofcourse I occupied my mind with studies whenever possible and achieved good grades though not great,  forcing myself that i will one day get some surgery on my face. I no longer want to trick my brain baiting it each time and i want to see a better tomorrow. I feel I have punished my self enough to control my fidgeting mind. Surprisingly when I turned good ,  good boys of my school and college are turning out bad.

Now I am sure i have turned out to be a humble adult and my mind never gets those filthy thoughts any more since i have lost complete interest in opposite sex and have developed this idea that I will be thinking good for the rest of my life. Now i want to satisfy my self that I look good and want to be free from clutches,  not satisfy any hot girl that I want to impress. May be acne scars have taught me a great lesson  very early in my life.

I see people very confident about themselves freely post their photos and have also noticed how confidently standing in front of group photo matters a lot after, after observing few successful people. By that i mean I never took initiative for any cause in my high school and college days. This is most important phase of my life and i have to start making strong social connections and please dont say "you can make them right away , you dont need to look good to do that, this is how I answered myself some days back but Our face is also in someway very important . 

I am fortunate to have stumbled upon here and may be time is ripe. I need advice from seniors ( was surprised to see many people like me) regarding my scar treatment. I dont know if this is right forum but I will post in correct forum as well . I am attaching my photos here. I have mix of 3 scars.

I am from hyderabad, India. I read not so good reviews about subsicion but after a lot of research I found it to be best for my deep scars. Mine is oily face and I dont know why my sebacious glands are very active.  I also think punch excision or punch floating may work and i am skeptical about lasers because of pigmentation. how can i know if my skin becomes red permanently after lasers. Saw that subsicion has most positive reviews here and also came across derma stamp thing on youtube, though seeing blood was a bit scary I may visit derm next week but I really want to explore what are all the best options available.

I have created the same thread in emotional trauma section also, sory about that, but I  want a solution

In my city these are the 2 clinics i found are useful

https://www.olivaclinic.com/blog/acne-scar-treatment-procedures-in-kukatpally-hyderabad/

http://www.clinic-2000.com/acne-scar-treatment-in-hyderabad-clinic-scar-removal/  

this has some kind of E laser, dont know what it means