Hi everyone 

So out of no where, I began to have cystic, terrible acne.. just randomly when I was 18. God, that destroyed my self esteem but that™s besides the point.

i lost a lot of facial mass because of it, primarily on my cheeks and forehead. I™ve uploads photos to show the process I went through:

1st photo: the worst the acne got

2nd photo: the acne after using Epiduo (really just burned the outer layer of my skin and didn™t fix the acne at all)

3rd photo: My face after two months of accutane (I was prescribed for 5 months but it affected my liver and I stopped)

4th photo: after v beam laser and a sh*tty chemical peel ($760) in Calabasas. The v beam did fix hyper pigmentation I had, some parts of my face were kinda brown and yellow toned.

now after all this, I was left with these weird scars that made me look kinda old. Looked like wrinkles and it was just weird. 

5th photo shows the details, I came to the conclusion on my own that they™re called rolling scars.

I did a lot of research on subscision, doctors only told me an expensive as* laser treatment (fraxel) would fix it. NO ONE said a thing about subsicion to me. Thanks dermatologists.

anyway.

i went to a doctor and told him to fix this for me, if you™re reading this I imagine you understand the pain and frustration this sh*t can be, along with awful doctors that suck our money dry. I just want to have perfect skin, damn it!

he agreed to do the subsicion with a bellafill, which he stated is a filler that never goes away, cool.

heres my face after one week (last two photos). Now, I have weird discoloration and even a yellow like tone. Any advice on this? I™m writing this to show my journey but also I did spend $1450 on this and really pray it™s worth the money. I™m kinda sad because I don™t like the weird scars I™m having after the procedure.

ALSO: suggestion no one talks about:
I decided to do laser hair removal on my face, i no longer wanted even those tiny little facial hairs everyone has - i felt like doing so I would actually get less acne, and to be honest, its helped alot. Make up goes on smoother, my daily facial routine is more noticeable too. I highly recommend. I think hair traps dirt and oils and stuff so removing it may have helped me have less pimples.