I really suggest you get a automated device. You'll be able to target the scars much easier and with less pain.

And it seems like you're desperate for a cure. I highly suggest you look into subcision.

what is a automated device and I don't have the money for subcision and I read online and some people say they get scars from that that weren't there before

Dermapen are automated. They're basically a electric dermastamp that stamps for you at high speeds instead of manually needling yourself. The needle length of the dermapen is adjustable so you can use a shorter length if you're scared of causing more damage, but usually if you needle an ugly scar it will never gets worse.