As the photos show I have annoying scars. I am at a loss with how to heal them.

Currently, I am a vegan. I have been for about 3-4 months. Cutting out dairy has done wonders for eruptions.

But I'm left with nasty scars..

I've been using a vitamin c stem cell cream.. seems to help but I think the photos prove otherwise.

I think I make progress up in my mind.

I also have been using a Manuka honey ( I had some leftover before converting to veganism) & mixing that with a tumeric powder/sandalwood powder/rose petal mask.

Also SEEMS to help, but not enough.

I've been to dermatologists and the oral products make me sick to the point of throwing up & the topical leaves me either scaley dry like a fish or it burns terribly and is raw.

I don't break out like I used to, my main problem is theses scars. I can't even leave my house without makeup. I maybe leave once every two weeks. Because I HATE wearing makeup. I feel like it undoes all the progress I make.

I'm joining the airforce in two months and am kinda freaking out. I want to make these vanish for the most part before I go in because no makeup!

I'm terribly embarrassed of this.

I've tried coconut oil but it makes little bumps appear. Lemon juice just seems to burn. ACV is okay but I can't use it to much, it's the equivalent to a chemical peel. I've tried skin lightening products but I think those are pointless for this issue.

I think these marks are a result of my skin hyper-ly trying to heal.

Can someone just please save my life?

I'm also 20 years old and have been struggling with this since I was like 12-13. That's forever. I've never posted on one of these but I'm at the point of desperation. Please please reply <3