hey guys!!!! this is my 13th going 14th week in two more days on accutane. SUCKS

Let me tell you guys more about my country National Skin Centre singapore. 

So i went there on my first visit and was prescribed with 10mg, i had to take blood test every time i visit there, and the most they could do is increase by 10mg. Now its 3.5 months and i'm at 30mg. NSC is so expensive and time wasting, my friends who went to private clinics were done with their accutane journey in 6months while here i am, my dermatologist told me i'll most likely take 1 year or so because they "really had no option" because "its the ministry of health rules" and its best for us patients. Every isotretinoin patient here will only increase 10mg WITH BLOOD TEST. Can u imagine how much money ive spent so far? $170SGD for my 6week pills, $50 for my blood test and $30 for my consultation fee, dude thats $250 a month. 

I'm just upset how slow the process my country skin centre is going. My parents told me they probably want me to spend more time there. Also, on my first visit my dermotologist told me i could take blood test every 2-3 months BUT NOW IM HAVING IT EVERY FUCKING MONTH??? Seriously. Friends contemplating to take private or goverment, take private becauce goverment suck your money more and slows down everything. 

On my last visit to my dermatologist, it was a different derm, i was tearing up to her about my side effect like abdominal pain, my periods haven't come in 2months and i had crying spells often. She laughed and said "you do realise accutane can give you depression" BITCH THAT AIN't helping. i'm just upset, super disappointed with NSC. 

Upset.

rip.