Good evening everyone!!!

I will be starting accutane 7/13/15 at 80 mg ACCUTANe - 40mg/morning 40mg/night!!! I want to keep a log for everyone that may be like me always looking around forums of side effects and reading up terrible stories on the drug (suicides etc)!!! I am 25 years old a male and reside in NYC!!! I think i may have some sort of anxiety already i get hot sweats sometimes get a fainting feeling started happening when i began DOXY 200MG but was only on it for 2 weeks and once i got off (a month as of today) i felt a little better still have some lingering feelings though, but yeah i get really moody and anxious especially when im in big crowds and the train station out here in nyc is a big start of my morning anxiety. I just came back from a 7 day cruise and it was a blast although i had anxiety on almost everything we did except for JET SKI loved that haha!! but for the most part pretty heavy anxiety. I am tired alot of the day and for some reason i always hold get anxiety when i am eating and have to grasp my stomach to continue to eat( the antibiotics ive been on may have caused that)!! BUT with all this crap on my back i will start ACCUTANE tommorrow 7/13/15!!! I purchased a vitamin E 400IU (Spring Valley) one a day mens multivitamins - some activa yogurts & Probiotics PEARLS!! I am really nervous i forgot to mention that i use to smoke cigarettes nothing crazy like 4/5 a day for about 6-7 years and ive gradually stopped smoking maybe this whole entire year i smoked 1 pack of cigarettes usually when i get drunk, but i just smoked a few 2 days ago and will have to go through withdrawal all over again during the beginning of accutane! Okay i know im all over the place but that is a little anixety and alot of me not knowing where to start!! or end!!! So ill try to clean this up a little now

I will be starting a log maybe 2-3 times a week but for this first couple of weeks i will be extremely active!! This is my first ever post at a forum and im doing it more for some of you guys that just browse and never post looking for answers! I want this cycle to end i have a shit load of problems but i want everyone to feel better about themselves !! We can win together and i would love the community support!! Let me know some of your thoughts on the stuff i bought if you think it will lessen my anxiety as well as thoughts on my stomach issues( can that be the reason for my anxiety)?? Furthermore i will upload some pics of my skin now!! I have scarring mostly and get occasionally zits but the sun and beach water did me justice as i dont really have to much active acne on my face now! Feel free to message me i want to talk about your experiences and if you are starting just like me we can get through it together!