So, I am on my 19th day of Accutane. I honestly don't think that I am going to have a bad IB, or one at all. Unless the few knots I had was it. I don't have severe acne in general, I just get the cystic acne on my chin, around my eyebrows, sometimes on my cheeks, and my back. I usually don't ever have anything on my chest, but little bumps but I do have a hypotrophic scar RIGHT square in the middle of my chest thats horrible. I am always embarrassed to wear v-necks or anything that drops low enough to see it. My breakouts aren't like some that I've seen here and sometimes I feel like I am just being superficial by wanting to be on accutane, but the cysts scar so bad and I feel like my face is just discolored, but I've always felt that my face has had a red tint to it. :/

Anyways I'm going through the really chapped lips, applying aquaphor what I feel like is every 2 minutes. I've got the dry scalp, which I bought some shampoo for, and then some dry patches here and there that my Cera Ve lotion has done pretty well with.

What I feel like I'm having the most problem with is the mental part. I feel so aggitated with almost anyone. And then when the weekend rolls around all I do is stay at home and mope. I am used to going out and having a drink with friends, but since I can't drink I don't really want to watch everyone get drunk. Besides, its harder to fight the urge being around it haha. I just hate that I feel so irritated with everything. I feel like I'm being snappy and that people are going to start to notice I'm being a little bitchy. Only 5 more months right?