i had it but now it but do itfor other reasons, im just better then other people and not going to waste my time with poor people

Been clowned for a skin a few times but that dont matter to me my bank accounts still flooded and still get heaps of women interested in me just have to find the right one or be bothered to fine that right one

It's probably a mistake to self-diagnose a mental illness, but I pretty much have all the symptoms of APD. I think it comes from my own negative opinions of myself being confirmed and reinforced by others in my early to mid teens.

I feel that I had it at one point. Self-pity and all that stuff. Just woke up one day and told myself that it has to stop, I'm wasting my time when I know that there are family and friends who genuinely care for me and don't bother how bad my skin looks.

I hope one day you'll get out of it too.