Hey I don't want to sound like a dick man but that's just the REALITY we live it sucks but you just got to keep on pushing, nobody on earth is perfect . People tend to pick on the weak or troll for the amusement. Just stay focus on what you want out of life , n you will get through it ,it's not hard n don't let it be but you just need to play the game man. Once you figure out how everything works, you will be welcomed into the reality.