i'll start by saying I'm really sad i just don't know what to do right now. anyadvice or even if you can relate or would like to talk,anything would be helpful to hear.i've been on accutane 2 times. and i've tried almost everything. I'm currently a week into a new birth control - ocella a knock off of yaz. I'm a small 20 yr old female. Acne makes metotally anxious. every morning i wake up with fear and anxiety and have to check my face, I'm almost constantly breaking out. i rarely leave my house. I'm losing all my friends. i feel so ugly and gross. i just want to look "acceptable" and live like a normal human. i need people to talk to but I'm too ashamed of my face to see anyone except my family basically.everyday i pray it gets better. my friends birthday is coming up and i've been avoiding him so much lately its been so bad and I'm scared to see them.