Well it's that time again where I let out all my extreme sadness, every single day I of my life IAm sad (I just try to not think about the things that make me sad in order for me to function) and when I cannot contain my sadness anymore I cry tremendously! ( A Weekly cycle) My face defines me and without it I am nothing , and cannot move forward in life I cannot create the purposes I want in life . I need my confidence to do well anything! And I don't know how else to say it when I mean anything LITERALLY LITERALLY LITERALLY EVERYTHING! I have lost the thing that makes me function I literally feel like a car with out a motor. That's exactly what I am . I wish I was just born with acne from day 1 that way I can feel normal, but i lived the life without acne and all the things it brings in life and now that I have tasted that life i will do anything to go back.