Acne has controlled me for too long. I always want to stop, but I never do anything. It is what I do when I am stressed or bored. My ADHD medicine makes my addiction worse. I don't have bad skin naturally-me popping pimples gives me bad skin. I am the source of my bad skin. It's all on me. I hate it so much that I have considered breaking my finger to stop. I attack my chest and arms (where there are tiny blackheads) when my face clears up. They end up looking like a horror movie and they hurt a lot after binging. I often pop for an hour each weekday. I hate it, but I am tired of trying.
(I had a bigger paragraph, but I posted and something went wrong and I lost 30 min of writing).
I am good at being forced to do something or being expected to. I wanted to try the challenge and this way my progress could be accounted for. Even if no one reads this, I don't want to disappoint-I want to live up to expectations.
Wish me luck