Todays a bad day for me I'm feeling really self conscious and scared to even walk out of my house. If I am being honest it's actually been a really hard few months I am starting to feel hopeless and misunderstood. No matter how many times I cry and scream and freak out nobody truly gets how bad I feel all the time or how alone I feel all the time i feel like I'm drowning..I don't know what to do anymore I feel like I'm not even living a life and I'm afraid that I'm always going to let acne rule my world I'm scared! I cry everyday and I would rather be holed up in my room alone and away from the world and let's not even get started on mirrors. Mirrors are my worst enemy oh and lighting bad lighting can instantly put me in a bad mood. This just sucks ugh