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(@faceandlms)

Posted : 04/25/2014 12:09 pm

I just cant cope with all my friends getting girls.

I got lead on by a girl in the worst way possible and just feel so physically ill right now.

I still have the drive to keep working and get my dream mansion/bentley/vacations but Im chronically depressed.

I just cant emotionally handle being around women in social situations given my looks (greasy red face, brow bone, and receding hairline) and being abused.

Is there any cheap escape from reality? I can't do cocaine etc since it will just age me.

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(@robertitoo)

Posted : 04/25/2014 12:23 pm

there's always surgery

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(@faceandlms)

Posted : 04/25/2014 12:36 pm

there's always surgery

True, but on my current budget it's 1.5 years away.

The only thing I can afford in the next month is $300 facial mole removal.

Also I think I need to wait for hair cloning to get approved in order to get the hairline/ thickness I want.

I am going to go through 22 single and miserable. I will pass through my prime alone. It's so depressing.

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(@sociallyawkward)

Posted : 04/25/2014 1:34 pm

Hey, I know it sucks having acne and it has absolutely wrecked my self confidence and made me a lot less social. But it's not the end of the world, eventually it will go away It's just a case of finding your triggers and altering your diet.

I don't know about an escape from reality, but in all honesty that's what not life is about if you don't try live it to the full then what's the point.

Regardless of your acne, I suggest going out and trying new experiences. Diversify your life. You might as well try to enjoy it regardless of what others think. After all you only get one life so best make the best of what you have.

I hope this helps.

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(@sky13)

Posted : 04/25/2014 2:00 pm

there's always surgery

True, but on my current budget it's 1.5 years away.

The only thing I can afford in the next month is $300 facial mole removal.

Also I think I need to wait for hair cloning to get approved in order to get the hairline/ thickness I want.

I am going to go through 22 single and miserable. I will pass through my prime alone. It's so depressing.

Could be worse Im going through 22 with a chronic illness that gives me permanent dizziness/vertigo. Im practically housebound as doing anything makes me feel dizzy so Ive lost the majority of my friends as I cant do anything social. Oh and to top that off the stress of my condition has made me break out in the worst acne of my life like I havent got enough problems.

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(@faceandlms)

Posted : 04/25/2014 2:05 pm

there's always surgery

True, but on my current budget it's 1.5 years away.

The only thing I can afford in the next month is $300 facial mole removal.

Also I think I need to wait for hair cloning to get approved in order to get the hairline/ thickness I want.

I am going to go through 22 single and miserable. I will pass through my prime alone. It's so depressing.

Could be worse Im going through 22 with a chronic illness that gives me permanent dizziness/vertigo. Im practically housebound as doing anything makes me feel dizzy so Ive lost the majority of my friends as I cant do anything social. Oh and to top that off the stress of my condition has made me break out in the worst acne of my life like I havent got enough problems.

Im sorry to hear that bro. Have you tried low dose accutane?

I always have the option of working from home and being a recluse. I'm just not a naturally reclusive person and need human contact. The only feasible replacement for love would be hard drugs.

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(@sky13)

Posted : 04/25/2014 2:47 pm

there's always surgery

True, but on my current budget it's 1.5 years away.

The only thing I can afford in the next month is $300 facial mole removal.

Also I think I need to wait for hair cloning to get approved in order to get the hairline/ thickness I want.

I am going to go through 22 single and miserable. I will pass through my prime alone. It's so depressing.

Could be worse Im going through 22 with a chronic illness that gives me permanent dizziness/vertigo. Im practically housebound as doing anything makes me feel dizzy so Ive lost the majority of my friends as I cant do anything social. Oh and to top that off the stress of my condition has made me break out in the worst acne of my life like I havent got enough problems.

Im sorry to hear that bro. Have you tried low dose accutane?

I always have the option of working from home and being a recluse. I'm just not a naturally reclusive person and need human contact. The only feasible replacement for love would be hard drugs.

Thanks and I dont really think accutane is a good idea in my current situation with how stressed I am.

I really know how you feel I used to go out every weekend with friends before I got ill and to stay in all the time like a recluse really isnt pleasant at all. At least you have the capability to go out and do things though unlike myself.

Please dont do anything drastic and turn to hard drugs faceandlms, drugs are never a good option.

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(@lapis-lazuli)

Posted : 04/25/2014 4:08 pm

The only feasible replacement for love would be hard drugs.

O_O

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(@kylenea)

Posted : 04/25/2014 7:19 pm

Hi!

Keep your chin up!

You're only 22 and perhaps you will grow out of your acne. Also, it sounds like you may have body dysmorphia. Have you been to a therapist? Are you located in the US? Are you in university?

What about hobbies? Do you have any hobbies? I've suffered from body dysmorphia for many years but have finally begun to heal in the past three years. (I'm now 25 years old.) I've found that having a hobby such as drawing, journal keeping, photography, and/or (even) watching reality television helps to distract me from any negative ideas.

Remember, perception is reality! If you feel good, everyone else will respond positively to you. I'm sure you look fine!

Hope you feel better and good luck!

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(@binga)

Posted : 04/26/2014 12:12 am

go to doctors. They will take care of you.

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(@k3tchup)

Posted : 04/27/2014 12:27 am

I see fixation on a life that isn't really a good life to being with. I mean if your young, dream big, but don't lose touch with reality. So dream vacations, bmw's, and a mansion come with hardwork-blood, sweat, and tears- unless its given to you..then that's a different story with not life lesson learned there.

You are also going about acne as i see it the wrong way. People with acne and scars have girls or boys in their life However, those that don't hold the view that it will never happen to them. This is a self-fulfilling prophecy. If you tell yourself this, degrade your own self-esteem then it will happen.

Trust me, we have all been lead or have lead others on whether intently or not. It sucks when it happens to you. Just got to move on, find ways to cope, and focus on better things. Its a good reminder to to not do this to someone else in the future. Toying with emotions is not nice!

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