Well I have seven months to go until im 21 wow, it's almost hard to believe that I'll actually be a legal adult I still feel like a teen a bit. I think that's partly due to my acne I haven't had a chance to grow as a person in terms of the way I interact with people. I don't have ,much contact with strangers besides when I work but even then I'm only working on the weekend atm & so I'm currently trying to find a more tradition job. Because I don't make enough for rent & food.

Another reason why I'm more motivated is because they took away my ps3 until I find another job & can pay them. that really sucks because I love being on the ps3 & consider myself a Simi-hardcore gamer, no lie I have a total of 26 platinum's trophy on my profile & have been adding higher ranking people like me. as I feel us gamers need to stick together. I also genuinely feel a connection with my online friends & I really miss all that. it's only been 3 days but It feels longer. Needless to say I'm going to have to start working more somewhere soon.

But in terms of how my skin looks, I'm glad to say it's been gradually improving although I have a few scabs on my face that are healing, I think overall it looks better then it ever has compared to years past. I'm hoping this trend continues & that I get to that point where im happy being me. my prediction is that I may reach that point around 22 or 23 which I'll take, that's still young and gives me plenty of time to really change my life & finally be happy again.

Below is a link to my most recent picks both of my face & back. although my back needs a lot of work I really don't care about that area because obviously it's the face that everyone else sees.