I am seriously so sick and tired of my acne. It's gotten to the point where I don't even want to see or talk to anyone sometimes because of it, and it just gets me so angry thinking about it. It's like I do almost everything right, I eat pretty healthy, I excercise, I stay away from most of the "bad" foods, I drink loads and loads of water each day, I've even turned to taking herbal supplements that help cleanse the liver to see if that'll help, and nothing, it just keeps coming back. Some days are better than others, and I think oh, it looks like things are finally starting to clear up, then bam, I can see and sometimes feel one or two more zits starting to form. And then when those start to clear up, more form...it's like some sick, twisted circle. I've been dealing with this for almost 3 years now and I just get so angry when I look at photos from high school (I'm in college now). My face was so clear back then, and the freaking thing that pisses me off is that I was eating anything I wanted to, and my face still stayed clear. I literally drank Pepsi like it was my job, and nothing ever happened. I was so much happier back then. Now I feel like almost everything is centered around my acne. It's like what the absolute hell am I supposed to do when I have to be somewhere, and there's this massive whitehead on my forehead or chin or whereever the hell else it decides to pop up? I can't cover it up with makeup, because ladies, we all know how well that turns out, and I don't ever pop or pick my skin. It just sucks. And it's late right now, and I know I'm ranting, but it's just been one of those nights where you wash your face and see the zits and... yeah. I know my acne isn't nearly as bad as other peoples, and I'm glad, but still, it makes you feel like shit sometimes. I seriously just want my old skin back.
I can sooooo relate to how your feeling right now. acne sucks. it ruins ppls lives, I think its a curse or something but only us "good" people get it lol
don't feel bad or stress hun, what your doing now will benefit your skin in the long term maybe it just needs time to take all the toxic out....hang in ther yah
I can relate with this. I'm filled with anger as well. Everything is out of our control basically, they're people out their living and enjoying life that have no clue of what's going on with acne and here we are having to worry about this one thing every damn day. It's frustrating. Your healthy lifestyle is going to pay off in the long run though. Good luck man, hopefully something works for you.