You're cast opposite a guy who's adorable and realizing nothing could happen because of your face and lack of confidence...esp. when you find out that there's a clear skinned girl and you know you've lost (I've had a rough night...=/) /// You almost start crying when your friend says you're beautiful// You ask your friends if your face looks irritated because it feels irritated and you understand why (with all the names of the glands)// You compare yourself to "The Phantom of the Opera" jokingly, but deep deep down you know how the poor guy feels/// You never look in the mirror with your glasses on/// A compliment on your skin makes you feel like you're king of the world/// Your profile pics don't show your acne because they're all bad quality and you like it like that./// You can't think of all of your "you know it's bad when..." but you have a few in mind.
When people are suprised to see you back at school because your "away" so much.
When you love the thought of going to sleep but hate waking up.
When the make up stops giving you confidence.
When you hide on a sunny day.
When you dont leave the house on weekends.
When your meant to be doing your homework right now thats due tomorrow but instead your on acne.org tryna find a cure.
Haha.
When an acne product commercial comes on the television stating all kinds of BS and there are girls on there with SUPER clear skin, and all you want to do is throw something really hard at the tv screen because you have tried all sorts of products and they just made everything worse.
When you refuse to sleepover at a friend's house even when you really want to because you feel uncomfortable in that sort of situation and don't want your friends to see your skin without makeup.
When you don't sit by the guy you just met in a certain class one day because your skin is worse than normal and he CANNOT see you looking like this. That would ruin everything.
When you stop being a problem-fixer, and start being too worried about your skin to help anyone.
When you have a day where you don't think you look that bad and you plan things for tomorrow, and you look like shit and cancel all the plans.
This happens all of the time! It's sad, really. People think I'm so flaky now, and they don't even bother making plans with me anymore.
When you wish you had something else wrong with you instead of acne.
When someone comes near you, you turn away so they won't see your face.
When you wear a hat that covers the acne on your forehead and you feel so confident because no one can see the acne.
When you edit every picture of yourself so that it looks like you have no acne.
When you stand really far away from the mirror so your acne doesn't look as bad.