Everytime I get faded I look in the mirror an think damn I look like shit. But fuck it I guess. Ain't much I can do about it I've tried my best to get where I am now and still look like shit I think I might as well quit my routines and say fuck it I'm goin to look like shit the rest if my life. But deep inside I have too much heart to give up I have to keep on fighting along with everyone else on this board we can fuckin do it.
On 10/15/2012 at 11:13 AM, Sum1killme said:Everytime I get faded I look in the mirror an think damn I look like shit. But fuck it I guess. Ain't much I can do about it I've tried my best to get where I am now and still look like shit I think I might as well quit my routines and say fuck it I'm goin to look like shit the rest if my life. But deep inside I have too much heart to give up I have to keep on fighting along with everyone else on this board we can fuckin do it.
I'm with you bro ,never give up!
On 10/15/2012 at 5:47 AM, Ghostunit said:On 10/14/2012 at 9:56 PM, andrewbleah said:On 10/14/2012 at 9:39 PM, Ghostunit said:On 10/14/2012 at 8:41 PM, andrewbleah said:On 10/13/2012 at 10:35 PM, Ghostunit said:I'm trying not to stress at all, so what I do is play games more, even though I should be studying. I know playing games is a waste of time, but it is 'till I stop breaking out.
I'm still gonna study 2-3 hours a day of course.
What are you playn?
I mean like SP or online?
COD is coming up mwahahhahaahah, and also hitman
I thought it was 1 million who ever gets first place, so 200,000$ for each
2nd place gets like 450,000. Where do you play? NA or? Sure, we can play sometimes
200k is still a lot. I wanted Azubu to win 'cause TPA thinks they're the best.. I mean, they are now since they won=]
To have a good team, gotta practice a lot and communicate more ;\ that's hard since people are either in school or working. Those pro players are not even in school or working I bet so they spend 10+ hours a day practicing.
That's true but you know what they say sharks are born good swimers, if you have a talent for the game you don't need to play up to 10 hours, I play on Europe.
I have a level 16 there. I usually play Brazil server 'cause my ping is 50. I get over 100 on NA and EU server. It is still playable, but I see a different between 50 vs 120. I need to install skype, so once I install it, I will add you.
Ok great:D
Lvl 16 will be good , if we are pre-made their team will suck
On 10/15/2012 at 11:13 AM, Sum1killme said:Everytime I get faded I look in the mirror an think damn I look like shit. But fuck it I guess. Ain't much I can do about it I've tried my best to get where I am now and still look like shit I think I might as well quit my routines and say fuck it I'm goin to look like shit the rest if my life. But deep inside I have too much heart to give up I have to keep on fighting along with everyone else on this board we can fuckin do it.
yep...that's why i avoid looking at mirrors coz i have the urge to punch it everytime...... sometimes when i pass by a mirror unexpectedly i find myself doing rude gestures...to myself........ i'm like F&%* it... F&%* my life..F&%* the world..everything F&%*
yet i am on board with you..... i'm never gonna give up..... it's not fair and i owe it to myself....... i'd keep fighting even if it's just for me!
Everytime I get faded I look in the mirror an think damn I look like shit. But fuck it I guess. Ain't much I can do about it I've tried my best to get where I am now and still look like shit I think I might as well quit my routines and say fuck it I'm goin to look like shit the rest if my life. But deep inside I have too much heart to give up I have to keep on fighting along with everyone else on this board we can fuckin do it.
Every time I smoked I always saw that my face would look worse than it actually is.. For some reason. Just don't look in the mirror when you're gone cuz it will ruin everything.
I Wish i could say I'm feeling damn good but I'm far from there in terms of how my skin is doing.
Nasty BREAKOUTS this weekend !! FUDGE !!!
Well all i can do is wait patiently enough until they disappear. The strength it takes not to pick at a nasty pustule. I applaud myself for making it this far and to anyone who deals with pustules and doesn't pick or pop them. KUDDOS ! Its tempting but NOPE, no popping!!
I am so glad this day is almost over yuppie
I think I've been stressing at my job. They decided to change me and now I am loading the "heaviest" one in the building. I work at UPS, so I load packages into the trailer by a conveyor belt or w.e. 80-90% of the packages are over 30 pounds.. I get exhausted really fast, so then it gets jammed up and all the packages are falling down, big mess.. I broke out with 2-3 little zits around mouth. grr. I'm gonna have to talk to my supervisor that I can't load it by myself. I'm like mad at my job.. ha ha.. I keep hurting myself and I broke my Kombucha drink that cost 4$ (this drink was full). A heavy package fall down and hit my drink. I wanna go back where I used to load.. I am gonna have to quit soon. gonna start looking. I am gonna lelt them know... those fukers. Imagine the peak season... oh man.. I gotta find a new job before peak season. so I have like a month
I'm 0-2 on jobs right now. Feeling really fuckin down because of it. I'm beginning to think its because of my skin. I reall have no other explanation. I have 7 years if work experience, and I was in the navy. Wha else do I need? I have another interview tomorrow, but of COURSE I have 2 big ass pimples on my forehead. Fuck! I swear if I don't get this one, or get responses back from the other places applied to today, I don't know what I'm going to do. My aunt, who I've been living with in NYC says I have to have a job by friday if I wanna continue to stay here. If no job, then a volunteer position. Fuck that. I'm sorry. I'm not volunteering. I'm not sending my days working and not making money, when I only have a ver small income from unemployment.
Like I said, if she decides to kick me out on Friday because I don't have a job, then I really don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. I just never in my life thought I would be in this position. After dedicating a year to the navy, I'm in THE worst position I have EVER been in, in my entire fucking life. FUCK!
So much school work. Acne is at it usual badness. Feeling insecure about being to skinny.....still trying to gain weight....Ex girlfriend is being a bitch. Annnndddd I swear my kitty gets softer everyday :3
I'm 0-2 on jobs right now. Feeling really fuckin down because of it. I'm beginning to think its because of my skin. I reall have no other explanation. I have 7 years if work experience, and I was in the navy. Wha else do I need? I have another interview tomorrow, but of COURSE I have 2 big ass pimples on my forehead. Fuck! I swear if I don't get this one, or get responses back from the other places applied to today, I don't know what I'm going to do. My aunt, who I've been living with in NYC says I have to have a job by friday if I wanna continue to stay here. If no job, then a volunteer position. Fuck that. I'm sorry. I'm not volunteering. I'm not sending my days working and not making money, when I only have a ver small income from unemployment.
Like I said, if she decides to kick me out on Friday because I don't have a job, then I really don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. I just never in my life thought I would be in this position. After dedicating a year to the navy, I'm in THE worst position I have EVER been in, in my entire fucking life. FUCK!
I'm just an ignorant teenager, but is it possible for you to go back to the navy? If so why not?
So much school work. Acne is at it usual badness. Feeling insecure about being to skinny.....still trying to gain weight....Ex girlfriend is being a bitch. Annnndddd I swear my kitty gets softer everyday :3
I'm 0-2 on jobs right now. Feeling really fuckin down because of it. I'm beginning to think its because of my skin. I reall have no other explanation. I have 7 years if work experience, and I was in the navy. Wha else do I need? I have another interview tomorrow, but of COURSE I have 2 big ass pimples on my forehead. Fuck! I swear if I don't get this one, or get responses back from the other places applied to today, I don't know what I'm going to do. My aunt, who I've been living with in NYC says I have to have a job by friday if I wanna continue to stay here. If no job, then a volunteer position. Fuck that. I'm sorry. I'm not volunteering. I'm not sending my days working and not making money, when I only have a ver small income from unemployment.
Like I said, if she decides to kick me out on Friday because I don't have a job, then I really don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. I just never in my life thought I would be in this position. After dedicating a year to the navy, I'm in THE worst position I have EVER been in, in my entire fucking life. FUCK!
I'm just an ignorant teenager, but is it possible for you to go back to the navy? If so why not?
Yes, and no. I really can't even think about working for the government after how much they fucked me. It's a possibility, but I'm not doing it again.
I'm 0-2 on jobs right now. Feeling really fuckin down because of it. I'm beginning to think its because of my skin. I reall have no other explanation. I have 7 years if work experience, and I was in the navy. Wha else do I need? I have another interview tomorrow, but of COURSE I have 2 big ass pimples on my forehead. Fuck! I swear if I don't get this one, or get responses back from the other places applied to today, I don't know what I'm going to do. My aunt, who I've been living with in NYC says I have to have a job by friday if I wanna continue to stay here. If no job, then a volunteer position. Fuck that. I'm sorry. I'm not volunteering. I'm not sending my days working and not making money, when I only have a ver small income from unemployment.
Like I said, if she decides to kick me out on Friday because I don't have a job, then I really don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. I just never in my life thought I would be in this position. After dedicating a year to the navy, I'm in THE worst position I have EVER been in, in my entire fucking life. FUCK!
I know what you mean about thinking it's because of your skin. I've been thinking that a bit too... but I hate to believe it would really come down to that...
If you've been out of work for a while, getting into a little volunteer work while you look for permanent/paid work, might be a good thing to show on a resume. I guess it would show employers that you're willing to work and that you've been doing something recently. I don't know... just a thought
Hopefully you do hear back about a job soon though!
Good luck with it all and with the interview
So much school work. Acne is at it usual badness. Feeling insecure about being to skinny.....still trying to gain weight....Ex girlfriend is being a bitch. Annnndddd I swear my kitty gets softer everyday :3
I've been thinking about getting a kitten myself sometime soon. I'm a big cat person and it's been many years since I've had a cat....having withdrawals!
Annoys me how quickly your skin can change for the worse. My skin was looking pretty good compared to past months this morning but now I've got a spot right in the middle of my forehead and 3 on my right cheek. They've appeared from nowhere. Hope they don't get any bigger - especially the forehead one - I reckon that's the worst spot to get acne - Not that there's actually any good spot to get acne I might dab some tea tree oil on and hope it's better in the morning.
I like coming here 'cause I feel better knowing that I am not the only one with this problem. I have 3 active pimples that formed 2 days ago 'cause of my dang job,so stressful since they put me somewhere harder. One of my pimple got inflamed while working.. I broke out out of nowhere. I'm thinking of quitting and just get more money on food stamps that should help me a bit since I buy my own food. I'm just gonna start applying for a new job .. I have less than a month to find a new one 'cause peak season is so close..
So much school work. Acne is at it usual badness. Feeling insecure about being to skinny.....still trying to gain weight....Ex girlfriend is being a bitch. Annnndddd I swear my kitty gets softer everyday :3
I've been thinking about getting a kitten myself sometime soon. I'm a big cat person and it's been many years since I've had a cat....having withdrawals!
Go for it! My Cat muffin always makes me feel better after Ive had a shitty day