No new pimples or anything today, just one whitehead clogging one of my pores near my nose....but I almost always have at least one of those. For some reason, my red marks are bumming me out today, guess cause I just got a new one yesterday. I'm just constantly scared that my skin is gonna freak out like it did last year and make me go through that whole process again. My skin really does look much better than it did last year, and I should be happy. I also still feel a bit self conscious wearing no makeup in my apartment cause my friends all live with me. Even though they tell me all the time that I'm attractive etc I still feel self conscious. And I shouldn't, because they're my friends, and friends don't judge another based on looks.

I did sign up for counseling today though at my school and I have an appt next Wednesday. I'm really looking forward to talking to someone because I can't let my little insecurities affect my studies. I just need to remind myself that everyone has imperfections.

2 new small, but red, pimples came up on my inner cheek. God damnit. Im contributing it to the past few days where I have been drinking beer and eating not the healthiest. Going back to alcohol free and back to loads of veggies and very limited gluten.

Sndsdgirl: Your going to love counseling. At least I do. Its amazing what getting EVERYTHING out does for the mind.

2 new. In a weird area on my face. Hope this isn't a new hangout for them ...lol

Getting small zits... out of no where.. ;\ My skin still very smooth though. As long as I don't get cysts.. ;\

Ughhh had to take care of 2 new pimples tonight. Sucks. I hope I dont get anymore. I really really can't deal with that happening after having such a great past 2 weeks. Please please pleaseeee!!! I go home to visit family and friends in 2 weeks and I NEED my skin to look its best. Please no more pimples!!!!!

First day of work tomorrow... I HOPE everything will be alright..

I used a tomato face mask about 2 hours ago and I think my face is a little less oily than usual.

No new pimples but I was out in the sun too long yesterday and the pimples I have are still burning.

Please don't get any hotter outside!!

I do think I break out more in the summer. I usually don't break out much in the winter, so I can't wait for the winter. ^^

Not loving my skin at the moment. Chin is inflamed and dry. Tiny red bumps all over my mouth. Taking it day by day

Help me

Help me

 

I'm sorry you're sad today.

Another pimple formed.. it is small, but might increase. It hurts though and I don't see white head.. so it may grow more.

I spoke too soon...my skin was like an oil slick so I had a wash and my forehead felt sore like it was bruised...it seems to be the beginnings of a pimple...hope I can keep it under control but I doubt it.

Ugh feeling down today. 2 pimples on the inside of my cheek are gross looking! They are small but super noticeable. Why why whyyyyyyyy

I'm not doing shit today but chilling hard l

First day of work going great so far... I have to do a lot of customer interaction so Idk how my face looks at this store. I wouldn't be surprised if I find a whitehead or two when I get home -_-

Starting to use BP again. These little bumps aren't going away and I start school Tuesday. So I have 3 days to make it better. Wish me luck!

First day of work going great so far... I have to do a lot of customer interaction so Idk how my face looks at this store. I wouldn't be surprised if I find a whitehead or two when I get home -_-

 

whered you get a job?

First day of work going great so far... I have to do a lot of customer interaction so Idk how my face looks at this store. I wouldn't be surprised if I find a whitehead or two when I get home -_-

 

Hey man I just recently got a new job at a bank and I have to see customers the whole dayyyyy, but trust me all you need to do is act confident and show that acne doesnt affects you in any way! Then noone would ever mention about acne to you. It's all about confidence

Like shit,can't wait till December 21 hopefully the mayans are right I'm tired of this shit.

Switching to only bottled water. Going to see if eliminating tap water will help as well. Gonna pick up a 24 pack of bottled water tomorrow morning.

Skin is disgusting today. More blackheads all the time....in the oddest places! Grr grr grr!

I resent the fact that my skin is worse than when I was a teenager. How dare it..

Not really caring about it today - which is good I guess. No real improvement though...still acne on the majority of my face... Noticed I'm getting blackheads which I rarely did before and two annoying pimples have appeared in the middle of my chin. They seem like the ones that won't come to a head and will stick around for ages... so I am annoyed about that. Put a heap of BP on just those two last night and it's seemed to help slightly. Just put some tea tree oil on them a few minutes ago - hoping that'll help too.

Has anyone ever wondered if maybe all of the oil is necessary to repair the skin? And blotting/washing it off all of the time is just setting you back?