Zusak

Closing in day 6, has to be 43535th time. Just once over 20 days, weak willpower.

Disapointting as i got two huge pimples around my mouth, they were so small yesterday... now very red and swollen, these are the ones you gotta squeeze after pain goes away, if i dont, they leave even...

Day 9 Has anyone been having more dreams?? (not wet...but in general) Feels like I'be been having dreams amost everynight.....or maybe I just wake up too frequently ...i dunno Closing in DAy 6. T...

Closing in DAy 6. Tough past weeks, couldnt get it past day 3, that rarely happens. Its pathetic effort not been able to do so, so i didnt post until i could get it past day 5.

Day 4

Been failing left and right past week, gotta regroup now. Day 1... facepalm. I got it over 25 days and now i cant even get past 2. These failures have resulted 3 discusting pimples around my mouth, ...

Day 10

Failed Day 27 last time... Now its Day 8.

day 26 past 2 weeks pimple free,but today i got few really small painless ones both of my cheeks. Drinking also only water, no more sugary juices. I was gluten free diet/No milk diet for 2,5 months...

Day 25 - was on vacation, thats why not been posting. I was close to failing, but managed to overcome, i dont think im able to hold it much longer, its very very tough.

day 18 - another tough day, but i really dont want so start it all over again just because one minute pleasure. Has to keep going.

day 17 - only 2nd tough day during this period, but survived again.

day 16

day 15 we two are only ones left and everyone else gave up? XD

day 14 - smooth sailing, great control over urges when i have them, 30 days should be piece of cake. record is beaten, last record was 13 days.

day 13

day 12

Day 11 Toughest day, but survived and i have never done so after getting these kind of urges. Huge step so clearly this time its going to 30.

day 10 - not much urges because keeping myself off the sites which causes hormones jump in. If i manage to do that, its very easy actually.

day 9

day 8 - those two times i did it really annoys me, i would be easily getting it to 30 days. now its only beginning... pfft

day 7

day 6

day 5 man i have done it only twice in 25 days... i would be soo close...

day 4