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Vince Is A Stud Muffin

Quite Possibly the biggest bitching thread ever

Yeah well guys if I could someone put my feelings into this I would but its just not really possible. All I know is that yesterday, I got 3 cysts on my face. Well why is this weird well its fucking weird because I have only gotten one cyst on my face since january when I got off of accutane and to get 3 in one day can crush your soul. On top of getting this i mean it happens at the absolute worst timing int he world. I'm not even lying, I have one of the most beautiful girls around and she wants me. I hung out with her all day yesterday (cysts came at night) so when she saw me my face still looked fucking damn good. Now what am I suppossed to do. I stayed up so late last night and just fuckin cried and cried because everytime i get something good into my life I get something life acne to destroy it so horribly. How can I beleive in God when something like this happens everytime. You tell yourself its just a fucking test and all but it never stops happening. Everytime you try to be happy you just get so fucked and crushed that you never wanna get happy again so you won't have to deal with the downfall. I seroiusly already made an excuse not to see this girl for another week at minimum. Cysts are impossible to get rid of and I fucked em up mroe last night in a crying an dpissed off rage trying to get rid of them. You know you say to youself don't touch it but when you are that emotional its like you have no control over your hands. I seroiusly can't even bear to look at myself in the mirror anymore. Everytime I do I just think back to 2 days ago when I had clear skin and women all over me. I truely am thinking about how much I want 2 die today (i'd never do it), but it still lingers there in my mind none stop. oh yeah and I go on vacation on satuday lol omg. I dare not ask what the fuk else can go wrong in my life today. You know what people who say that they want girls cause of no acne well listen don't ever ever committ to a girl unless you know your acne is 100% under control caus eyou can't fucking keep going back and forth and making excuses not to see her because thats not fair to her or you. My life really isn't fair. I don't care what people say about how shitty their life is, they have no idea what possible physical and mental pain someone like me or you can go through dealing with this shit. I feel like a child in a crib and every other child has a bottle but i'm simply deprived of mine and therefore have grown weak. K well I think i'm just gonna go cry some more and think about hwo fucking cursed I am and you know ditch my sister on her 21st b-day tonight and just tell her i'm sick so i can't go out to dinner with my family. I'll leave with lyrics to how my life is being crushed

Whatsoever I’ve feared has come to life

Whatsoever I’ve fought off became my life

Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile

Sunspots have faded

And now I’m doing time

Cause I fell on black days

Whomsoever I’ve cured I’ve sickened now

Whomsoever I’ve cradled I’ve put you down

I’m a search light soul they say

But I can’t see it in the night

I’m only faking when I get it right

Cause I fell on black days

How would I know

That this could be my fate

So what you wanted to see good has made you blind

And what you wanted to be yours has made it mine

So don’t you lock up something that you wanted to see fly

Hands are for shaking

No, not tying

No, not tying

I sure don’t mind a change

But I fell on black days

How would I know

That this could be my fate

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Hey! I feel your pain. Hang in there.. maybe you could even try to cover them with some concealer. (I know your a guy, but it couldn't hurt)

Don't worry, if a girl is interested in you she won't just automatically stop talking to you cause of three zits..and if she does, she's a shallow moron and not worth talking to anyways. Just remember to ACT CONFIDENT. You look better if you act confident. I'm serious..

I have four cysts right now (never used to get them before) and even called in sick to work today because of them and these annoying zits on my nose which I never got before either (I look like rudolph). I'm considering skipping time with my boyfriend tonight because of it but I don't think I'll go that far..

I used to have clear skin..and now it's just downright disgusting. So I know how you feel. Luckily I got my man 2 years ago before my acne was acting up lol.gif

But seriously..

GOOD LUCK! Don't be sad eusa_angel.gif YOU WILL DEFEAT THIS ONE DAY

Acne=Evil

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Hey,

To tell you the truth it is just three cysts making you feel like this? I can't talk, because that is how I'd feel.

Yes I know it makes you feel litke utter shit, but you have to try to learn to realise that we can handle these things much better if we took real steps to try and overcome our depression.

Its hard man but the when you have a breakout you gotta live your life the same, don't avoid work or anything like that. That only makes it worse.

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No one should have to deal with stuff like this. It does no good to worry about what ifs, all you can do is live life the best you can with what you're given.

j

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even after saying this for 11 years its still hard =( I have the same exact feelings when im driving home from work. I hear a song and makes me really depressed and feelings of suicide and WHY i had to have this crap to..............

I really don't know what to say about this cept I hear ya and i'm in the same boat.............Girls I used to like flirted etc but I just blew em off because of my skin so..........I dunno I think im regretting it now........but my life is so messed up atm to.......trying to piece things together one thing at a time

try to get something to make you smile or laugh man there's light at the end of the tunnel

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:cry:so many days ive cried and stayed inside to ashamed to look anyone in the eyes,knowing all they see is my acne an not me.hiding behind my hair and makeup.trying to smile but screaming inside.it really suks.i know. i have had acne since i was 13 iam 29 now .i fucking didnt come this far to fucking fail and let this acne take over my life.i have to keep trying.we all have to keep trying .what the fuck else are we supposed to do ?dont give up. i feel your pain trust me i do.

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Sorry to hear about your luck. It sounds like you were definitely delt a shitty hand. Acne does seem to come at the worst possible times, I know. It like to come at the beginning of a new semester in uni just to piss you off, it also loves to come back after you meet somebody nice, and around big events like weddings. It makes me wonder if some of us are cursed. There's not a lot you can do about it sometimes. The easy thing to do is bitch about it and let it eat you up. The other is wait for it to go. I know easier said than done. I still fret about my acne even though it's not that bad.

My advice, accept that you have it. Try to stay optimistic that it will go away. Weather the storm and remain focused on your other good qualities rather than your acne.

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Reading your post made me feel better; knowing that I'm not the only one who feels like that. Your line about not going after girls unless your acne is 100% under control struck home so hard. I absolutly know how you feel on that one.

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I can relate to a lot of things u were saying there. acne is sooooo crap, i hate it.

That happend to me once, bad timing and stuff...

I had almost clear skin for half a year and day before I started uni I woke up with a huge cyst on my cheek (still got the scar) and after that more and more cycsts popped up, till I had about 6.

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reading theseposts it really does strike me that we all have deep emotional problems that we try to hide from others. I'm sure most other people are the same, be it acne or something else.

I think what ermpatter said in the his sentence is kinda right.

Byz

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Dont cry it just makes ur face look redder and your eyes will go puffy but i know its hard not to. All i can say is that just think to urself if she got 3 cysts would u no longer like her??? Im sure that you would still think she was beautiful if u had role reversal and if she likes u dont worry the cysts wont put her off.

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Yes i feel you man. Like a week and a half ago i was almost 100% clear now my graduation is tomorrow and im breaking out like a mother fucker. I dont know why!!!! Acne comes at the absolute worst times!!!

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Yea acne comes at the worst time. Ive had it on and off from 1999-2003. Currently ive had to deal with acne and the probs is causers from late 2003 till present.

Why couldn't it be the other way around?? I would have killed to have no acne in my last year of highschool and right now then when i was a stupid 13 year old. Now that i can go clubing, girlfriends and whatever i have acne to ruin the best years of my life. Stupid acne, it's like somewierd fucker out there has the ability to turn on my acne and he makes me believe everythings gonna be o.k so i make all these responsibilities and relationships then BANG acne hits me and i cant live up to my previous expectations.

And dont blame God, trust me he didn't go out of his way to give you acne. It's a natrual disease of our body and thankfully theres alternatives out there to control them [like acutane, retinoids, antibiotics, BP] they give us the best few moments of our lives. I know they did for me. And with a little more patience we can use them again and again till our acnes gone forever.

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yeah and i feel even worse this morning cause my face is getting more fucked up as the days go on damnit. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and my girl who loves me wants to see me so badly but I gotta keep making excuses. thank god for vacation this weekend so i can get some time to heal hopefully and relax.;(

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yeah and i feel even worse this morning cause my face is getting more fucked up as the days go on damnit.  ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and my girl who loves me wants to see me so badly but I gotta keep making excuses.  thank god for vacation this weekend so i can get some time to heal hopefully and relax.;(

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enter the dragon, didnt you post a thread some time back about how people with acne should just go out, get wasted, chat to girls, etc etc etc and forget about acne? jeez, you should follow your own advice. look back at your own pics, realise how far you have come and dont let three fucking spots get you down. you think this girl wont like you because of a few spots? in that case, like it has been said before, she aint fucking worth it

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dude trust me even though my face had a cyst on it this weekend it didn't stop me from going out and getting smashed friday and saturday and staying out all night on sunday. Nah I've known this girl for a long time and I just never really gave her a chance because of my insecurities and she thinks i'm just liek this amazing buy all of a sudden. I mean shes really hot and everything I like (except not blonde) but now I wanna see how she deals when I am feeling like ass crap cause of my skin and odn't wanna go out righ tnow. I mean I do take my own advice and go out all the time but sometimes even that can't help. I don't know, sometimes I don't even care how my face looks for me I just want it to look good so I can impress girls. I realized when i'm clear or with little acne I can get a lot of girls, but seriously I can't make a connection with one. Its fucking gay because I always push em away cause of my face. Recently I have learned to not care about 1 or 2 zits on my face cause I realize everyone gets em but like this time i have 6 massive zits and a scab from pickng at a cyst on my face. Sometimes nothing can help you but time I guess and I'm just feeling lonely righ tnow cause I hate to sit in. I am praying I look good for this weekend so I can enjoy the 4th.

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Buddy acne is holding me back to so much shit too man... seriously it starting to piss me right off fuck.

I got like alot of red lumps and im trying to pop them lol and all there is comming out is thick liquid. lol. fuck man if i nevered had acne I would be going out twice as much of all my friends.

I am where you are man. I know how you feel. When you look in the mirror..like fuck.

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Dude, I don't know you, but I've seen the before and after pictures. You are a good looking guy and seem to have a good personality. I think the best advice given was put her in your shoes. Would you date her if she had bad acne and cysts on her face? I'm pretty sure the answer is yes. We're all human, we're all insecure. Go out with her. If she loves you then the acne won't matter. We all know what you are going thru here. Everyone goes thru their awkward/ugly phases and for acne sufferers, this phase goes back and forth. You are able to walk, able to see, able to go out with a gorgeous girl that you like...If she's a true person she'll see your exterior, but she will know and love your interior. Corny, I know, but it's the truth. And also, coming from a girl's perspective, she will get tired and move on from the excuses. Girls get excited when guys call and pay attention to them. Seriously, grow some confidence. She will see that more than your acne.

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dude im on mino, retin-a and clidamcyin and its a bytch my face peels so bad every morning and i hav to put moisturizer on everyday, and its barely stoping my acne i still have acne right now.. it worked for like 1 or 2 months then it crept back.. gues what im getting a derm app and going and getting accutane. im tired of this i have the same poblem as you. its over. either acne will lose or i will die. i dont mind the occasinol little zit that the everyday person gets. but if the first course of tane fails ill do a second. if that fails ill do a third. ill do it tell it goes away no matter what else the pill does to me, so ya

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