Ive gotten to the point where Im just over it. I want it gone and I want it gone now.

Ive been struggling with acne for the last 5 years. I just dont understand why my face is the way it is. I personally dont know how bad it is, whether its mild or moderate, but all I know and care about is how I feel towards my acne, and I feel horrible about how I look. Im a 20 year old male who eats well, I rarely snack on junk food, drink upwards of 3L of water a day, eat plenty of fruits and vegetables, have a pretty good physique (178 and 78kg) nws exercise at the gym regularly. Ive been trying different acne treatments for years. From natural remedies to cleansers to face creams and even at one point Roaccutane. But none of it has seemed to work for me at all. The complexion of my skin now is naturally red due to the acne, and I have little lumps on my face which arent really visible, but feel bad and hurt quite often.

I cleanse my face twice daily, and have also started to use Aloe Vera Gel before I sleep to reduce the redness. But despite all this, I still manage to breakout DAILY, and Im getting to the point where I dont even want to go out anymore because of my appearance. I dont have low self-esteem, Im just very self-conscious.