Right guys I wish you all the best of luck with your journeys. I'm coming off of here only because I need to find peace with myself and the whole situation. At the moment I'm doing all I can do for my acne and i'm not going to constantly stress every single day. Yeah it sucks and big time but the longer I stay in the state I am the harder it will be to get out. Who knows how long my journey will last but I can't keep doing this to myself. It's going to be real tough as I don't know what the future hold, I've got such a loving family around me and an amazing boyfriend who don't deserve to be sad just because I am I want them to be happy. Life isn't fair I've been through so much balready. But hey what's another battle. I just want to let you all know that each and every one of you are beautiful, we shouldn't feel ashamed embarrassed or have to suffer with this but what I do know is that we will all be stronger in the end. Nobody's perfect at all everyone has their flaws and I bet more people than you think deal with this but their just really good at covering it. My new motto is going to be live for today and stop worrying about what may happen. Life's to short to have acne take over. I will get to a place where I can accept my flaws (many) and be happy with who I am. I'm so much better th n this. Maybe I'll come back on here one day who knows. Keep your held held high. Only you have the power to change the way you deal with this. Massive thank you to everyone who has supported me on this site . Stay strong guys . Never give up hope. X