Pls go to a dermatologist before it gets much worse. You look young so its probably hormonal and they can suggest things like spironolactone for that kind of acne. You dont want to scar and dont pick at them. Its hard but we've all been feeling what you are right now.

I had similar acne to yours and I used dans regimen. I began October 2012 and I'm 3 months in and it's helped clear my severe cystic acne. Definitely worth a shot