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No "honest ratings" needed. You have been scarred by something you weren't prepared to deal with, and didn't know was coming for you, and most of us on this site can relate.
MSM (sufur) has helped many members with scar tissue. Vitamin C and essential amino acids will help rebuild collagen as the sulfur breaks down the existing scar tissue. There are many natural sources of sulfur from foods. There are also various sulfur supplements you can add to your diet. I have only used sulfur internally, not externally. So I cannot speak to the effectiveness of sulfur creams or topical applications.
It doesn't look like you have much remaining acne, just scarring. I have plenty of friends with great careers and loved ones who are able to look past such superficial skin flaws. We are our own worst critics. As much as we think we are defined by our faces and physical appearance, it is quite the opposite in my own experience. In my experience, people are defined by their actions and personalities. These are far more attractive or repulsive in comparison to any superficial skin issues.
Get subcision and/or some aggressive resurfacing as well. I think it can be improved greatly with the right aggressiveness and expertise of doctors but what's needed first I can't say because the scars vary in shape, depth.
For me I learned that (myself included) interactions are hard because people don't know where to look or trying not to stare or look at it or whatever and it's not intentional a lot of the times. I'm guilty of it too not lying. One kid at a liquor store had scars and so do I but I felt I made him feel bad because I didn't know where to look either as I didn't want to make him uncomfortable. That happens a lot.
And the rest are just total A-holes.
For me after a few looks I'd be like so what, be use to looking at people's scars in like 30 minutes but other people are just not good and are just born total a-holes, but a lot of others just have a hard time dealing with differences not because it's gross but because a lot of the time it's awkward as to how to figure out how to act around it.