Hi! My name is Ben. I'm gay and I have a lot of acnes. I just want to write my story. I want to release these negative emotions and put it here so I can face tomorrow with a stronger me.

I really can't stop crying these past few weeks. It's just a simple pictorial for our college year book but it's making me so depressed and I will always burst into tears when no one is around.

I'm writing this few hours after the said pictorial. I don't even know what I am feeling right now. I have tears in my eye while I'm writing these, I hope doing these, releasing these emotions will help forget this moment. And that I have overcome it even if it simple in some other people's shoes.

Can I make this thread my diary? I just want to talk to someone who can understand me and not for judge me.