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(@bosspath)

Posted : 12/21/2017 4:12 pm

Hey, my skin is so unbelievably bad, i™m only 16 and I have such bad cystic acne. For about 5 days i haven™t picked/touched/squeezed any of my pimples, about 10 minuites ago I looked at myself in the mirror and I got so sick of seeing all them white heads staring at me (about 10) I just mutilated my face :(.  

Im so disappointed in myself and nothing seems to work for my acne, while I say œno touching my face I did wash my face with La Roche Posay purifying foaming gel for oily sensitive skin, and after washing applying La Roche Posay Effaclar Duo (+) anti-imperfections corrector, I only got this 3 days ago and altogether cost ‚35. I was previously buying cheap face washes for like ‚5 and done nothing, I have tried tea tree oil, coconut oil, bio oil (yes, I know that™s for scars), apple cider vingar etc. none seemed to work so i decided I would spend a little money on a decent face wash recommended to me by one of the woman in the store working there. 

So no change yet and I know it™s only been 3 days using the face wash but I just couldn™t stand the sight of them white heads staring at me every time I checked the mirror, and I just can™t bear the thought of anyone else looking at me and instantly seeing them. I am so done with acne, I just want to cry. Everyday I wake up and see my face in the mirror and think how bad i look and how red and inflamed my acne is, it makes me physically sick. I just want to hide my ace away from the world so no one else can see it. I get so uncomfortable close up to people, I can™t even look someone in the eye, and when I do to cry few people, I can always see there eyes diverting to the bottom half of my face looking at my terrible acne, getting a look of how inflamed it is and them nasty whitehead™s,  think it™s safe to say my self-esteem is at an all time low. 

Im just wondering does cystic acne turn up with a white head, because I have some pretty damn big white heads with a massive lump underneath them, it™s huge and no matter how much I squeeze at it I can™t seem to get very much gunk/puss out, and i™m left with a massive lump underneath my skin and it starts bleeding, and then it™s all red and inflamed and I literally feel like crying, I don™t know how much longer I can go on with this for, it™s impacting my self-esteem so much and my self worth. Ill include a picture of two or what it was like before i mutilated my face, and what it™s like now after i destroyed it by getting as much puss out as i possibly could. I feel terrible, thank god I got my christmas break today, I couldn™t bare the thought of school tomorrow going in with what will probably be the most inflamed my face has ever been. Woo roll on tomorrow. image.jpg8287E0F6-73F0-40D9-B299-02BCEED4FAE3.jpeg

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(@eternalrocket)

Posted : 01/05/2018 5:53 am

you should visit a derm and start with anibiotics, both topical and oral, and if that doesn't help you always have the option of isotretinoin.

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(@bosspath)

Posted : 01/07/2018 6:42 pm

Im just extremely scared of accutane and roaccutane, i dont know if its worth the risks, the side effects seem pretty severe..

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(@im_mattw)

Posted : 01/08/2018 5:36 am

Its worth getting an appointment with a dermatologist, Im sure they can give you some help. I personally wouldnt be considering Accutane, as there are other options out there to try beforehand.

That fact that youre only 16 is a good thing! As there is a chance your hormones are the current cause of the acne, which could well settle down naturally.

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(@bosspath)

Posted : 01/08/2018 10:00 am

i just feel like i will be left with such bad acne scars and marks, it™s been a few weeks since i posted this and some of the massive lumps have gone (like 1 or 2) but i am now left with really dark almost black marks and red marks where it was... as of posting that i just recently also started taking tetralysal 300mg with 408mg lymecycline and was also prescribed duac.

ive been using ever since and has definitely helped, i™ve also gone dairy free since postin. I am determined to eliminate this asap. It™s just weird because i™ve had bad skin forever but in summer i was constantly in the sun working as an outdoor lifeguard and applying sunscreen and my acne nearly vanished... i can include a pic aswell (no filter) to show what my skin was like just 4/5 months ago and now it™s horrible!! 

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Posted : 01/08/2018 11:44 am

Thats good youve got some treatments that seem to be working. Good decision to go dairy free as well, thats a very common trigger food for acne.

Its quite often the case that peoples skin is better in the summer, probably due to a number of reasons. Stick with what youre doing as its working, so hopefully you can get on top of it!

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(@bosspath)

Posted : 01/08/2018 2:24 pm

okay thank you. the temptation to eat dairy is so overwhelming at times but I know it™s for the best. Thanks for the advice :)

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(@beerus22)

Posted : 03/13/2018 6:57 am

On 22/12/2017 at 2:42 AM, BossPath said:

Hey, my skin is so unbelievably bad, i™m only 16 and I have such bad cystic acne. For about 5 days i haven™t picked/touched/squeezed any of my pimples, about 10 minuites ago I looked at myself in the mirror and I got so sick of seeing all them white heads staring at me (about 10) I just mutilated my face :(.  

Im so disappointed in myself and nothing seems to work for my acne, while I say œno touching my face I did wash my face with La Roche Posay purifying foaming gel for oily sensitive skin, and after washing applying La Roche Posay Effaclar Duo (+) anti-imperfections corrector, I only got this 3 days ago and altogether cost ‚35. I was previously buying cheap face washes for like ‚5 and done nothing, I have tried tea tree oil, coconut oil, bio oil (yes, I know that™s for scars), apple cider vingar etc. none seemed to work so i decided I would spend a little money on a decent face wash recommended to me by one of the woman in the store working there. 

So no change yet and I know it™s only been 3 days using the face wash but I just couldn™t stand the sight of them white heads staring at me every time I checked the mirror, and I just can™t bear the thought of anyone else looking at me and instantly seeing them. I am so done with acne, I just want to cry. Everyday I wake up and see my face in the mirror and think how bad i look and how red and inflamed my acne is, it makes me physically sick. I just want to hide my ace away from the world so no one else can see it. I get so uncomfortable close up to people, I can™t even look someone in the eye, and when I do to cry few people, I can always see there eyes diverting to the bottom half of my face looking at my terrible acne, getting a look of how inflamed it is and them nasty whitehead™s,  think it™s safe to say my self-esteem is at an all time low. 

Im just wondering does cystic acne turn up with a white head, because I have some pretty damn big white heads with a massive lump underneath them, it™s huge and no matter how much I squeeze at it I can™t seem to get very much gunk/puss out, and i™m left with a massive lump underneath my skin and it starts bleeding, and then it™s all red and inflamed and I literally feel like crying, I don™t know how much longer I can go on with this for, it™s impacting my self-esteem so much and my self worth. Ill include a picture of two or what it was like before i mutilated my face, and what it™s like now after i destroyed it by getting as much puss out as i possibly could. I feel terrible, thank god I got my christmas break today, I couldn™t bare the thought of school tomorrow going in with what will probably be the most inflamed my face has ever been. Woo roll on tomorrow. image.jpg8287E0F6-73F0-40D9-B299-02BCEED4FAE3.jpeg

you should visit skin doctor and he will put you on accutane . accutane helped me  a lot i had same acne issue my acne was similar to yours acne .try accutane 

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