I think ive accepted the fact that im just gonna have acne forever. I dont even have the energy to continue to look for a cure. Im tired of prescription after prescription. Im over having the exact same conversation with my doctor every month about how the lastest perscription doesnt work. If i find something that works then great, but im not gonna make it my life mission to get rid of it. Im always gonna be somewhat depressed over it but overall i just dont care anymore. Its draining and I dont have the time nor energy to focus on getting rid of it. I mean it sucks ass that I have a face full of pimples in my 20s when this is the best Im gonna look and im always gonna hate what i see in the mirror but honestly ive come to terms with the fact that im just gonna have fucked up skin forever like it is what it is.