1 hour ago, xcs0 said:

Hi, i always used this website to search up acne cures but I never made an account till now because I feel like I have no one to express myself to. I have suffered with cystic acne for 4 years of my life since I was about 15 and I am 19 now. I am currently basically acne free with only 1 or 2 when I get my period. I learned that my acne was mostly diet so now I stay away from dairy and eat as minimum meat as possible. I have been given many pills and ointments from the dermatologist. Except I am left with a lot of ice pick scars on my cheeks that leave me to try to cover with as much makeup as possible. It's literally giant holes in my face and I am disgusted even looking at it. Nothing seems to work to make them disappear I have tried many expensive creams and home made things. 
I hate my face so much I try not to look at people in the eyes and I always look down when I'm in a crowd. I hate being in really lit areas and I hate the sun light because my scars are more noticeable. 
My siblings have perfect skin and can eat anything they want and I feel like the ugly duckling.
i hate when my parents or friends or siblings mention my skin to me like I can control and I haven't been doing everything to control it. I hate going out and I hate looking at myself, I wish I had perfect skin.

Look into microneedling for your scars