Well, two days ago I was really happy with my skin, adn when I got home I had a bunch of huge zits and now my birthday is thursday and if they don't clear up by then Im not gonna go anywhere cause I hate myself too much. I guess life just hates me. Im sick of feeling miserable all teh time. Im in therapy now but It;s not helping yet and I can't get meds till next month and Im so deeply unhappy that I can't imagine ever feeling okay.
I know exactly how you feel 
There's so much I've missed out on these past few months because I can't bring myself to leave the house unless I have to go to work or school...I just always feel so unbelievably gross and ugly. It seemed like my skin was getting a lot better earlier this week but yesterday I got hit with another nasty breakout and the little bit of confidence that I was gaining got completely wiped out. I know how frustrating and upsetting it is, but it would be a real shame to miss out on doing something fun for your birthday. My skin looked pretty bad on my birthday but I still went out with my friends, and I'm glad I did! I won't sit here and try and tell you to just relax and not care about your acne because I know it's not that simple, but I really hope you're able to go celebrate your birthday and enjoy yourself, if only for your special day.