I have a rare t cell lymphoma as well as acne.

He's better than me. Look - zero acne. Acne, acne, acne, acne, acne, acne, acne, acne, acne, acne.

Ohh i love you baby, just one more time - ACNE!!!!!!

How it is like - Abandon a house, tear apart all connections - physicals and metaphysicals. How it is like - follow the sun? Go forward, never look back. How it is like - when you can be free, you can have melancholia about love, memories about all the beautiful people you loved, but not about acne.

How it is like - explore the beauty of life, catching the wind, lying in the grass, watching clouds. ... i used to be kid, you now little 4 years old kid - what was in my mind back there?

Did i thinked about problems. My any problem was to have full stomach, get batch once a week, have jess of sausage, and loaf of a breed under the arm, and go play in outside untill moon. If some part of that little, blonde haired boy is in me.

Is it.

Is it?

It is in every of us?

I want to take my guitar, wear bard hat, put yellow flower behind my ear, and go. What's stopping me? Ow i know, but i do not want to spell this vile word anymore. It poisons everything.

You too were little boy, or beauty little girl with flawless skin.

dream the same, I wish to be innocent again

with all my blonde hair touched by vile rain

Turn me again

dream the same, dream is the same.

Innocence is lost,

the night has begun

Path to simplicity, viled by rain

Tomorrow we all will be turning again

I want to have the same chances, i want to be happy, GIVE ME A FUCKING CANCER INSTEAD OF...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, i'll better go now

I skipped the poem in the beginning, but I have to respond to your last sentence. You have no idea what you're saying, don't say things that you'll regret. Acne may be a disease but it's UNCOMFORTABLE not deadly. There are so many people in this world with terminal diseases that just PLEAD for something as stupid and non-important as acne when compared to a real life issue. I admit it, I hate acne as much as everyone on this site and it's made me feel terrible about myself but it will never be as serious as a disease that affects you in the way cancer does. I don't care if you don't like what I'm telling you or if you only said it in a moment of fury, but you need to evaluate your words and take a look at the blessings God has sent your way. Stop being negative and declaring such terrible things on yourself, because all this negativity is one of the reasons you probably still have acne.

Negativity is unproductive. Recognizing something that needs to be tackled and addressing it is not the same as lamenting it. Also, acne is far, far easier to deal with than cancer. I'd take accutane over chemo any day.

Be positive. Need to make a change? Make it.

Severe scarring acne has the same psychological effect as cancer. And if accutane doesnot work for you than you are in limbo.

You have fun with that mindset right there, see how far it gets you to getting clear AND being happy

Stress is causing acne. No strees life is such a fun. Try it.

Acne is a curse.Yes,i agree. But comparing Cancer with acne?No. I vehemently disagree.Acne disfigures you physically which can be treated with modern techniques.But cancer kills you.It leaves a void in the lives of your near and dear ones.It gives pain to you and everyone who is connected to you.So if not for yourself then for the sake of your family and friends,stop being so paranoid about your skin.Stop looking out of the window wistfully,yearning for blemish free skin.If it was as simple as "quid pro quo" i'd trade something for acne free skin but it's not so simple.

Acne is a battle which we have to fight.But don't let the battle make you a martyr.Let us emerge out of the battle as good human beings.Let us imbibe empathy,compassion,altruism etc.Let us not be hollow individuals...Because beauty is skin deep. :/

Dam your post made me pensive.