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atrocious

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  1. my thanks goes to those who helpd me. i'm sorry i wasn't much help to anyone. now it's time to og. farewell friends and good riddance.
  2. to be brutally honest, i cut myself everyday. other than that, music, cigarettes and alcohol...
  3. did your shallow scarring improve when you got off of tane?
  4. sorry, i meant to post this in the prescription acne meds forum.
  5. will it improve or fill in once i get off of accutane? at least to some degree?
  6. i really really appreciate it you guys. thank-you.
  7. i did not type this to prove a point but merely to ease the hatred i have for myself. it doesn't matter what you say to convince me otherwise, for acne has definitely, without a doubt in my mind, murdered my life. like someone told me, "everything is relative to one's experience". that is such a true statement. it doesn't matter how i look at it and who i compare myself to, i'm completely destroyed emotionally and physically. i don't like the way i'm perceived now - like i'm a completely diffe
  8. yup...i can only hope it. injections are only temporary for me because the spot will just swell up again in a matter of days.
  9. it use to be. now it's all spread out across my face and neck.
  10. That's better! When I was a kid, I went through this sort of defeated phase. Not like "Oh she'll grow out of it" phase, like the terrible 2's, but a period where I didn't think things would get any better. I just didn't see it happening. In fact, I went through this from preschool to Freshmen year of high school. Unlike you, I only had the crappy part in my history. I wonder how different it would be if I did have that, but from the looks of it, we got the same result. I pulled mysel
  11. it's up and down...and by up and down, i mean up in the clouds and down in the pits. true. i've never heard of folliculitus.
  12. It's all about being "in state". Some nights you can go out and get blown out of each set of women you approach. But on other nights every set is responding positively. If you have that "little smile inside" (that good feeling) then women will see this, as this all sub-communicated through your body language about how you feel about yourself. You've set yourself a limiting belief, thats the reason why you're not succeeding. If you tell yourself "I don't succeed with women because of my a
  13. you see...that's what's confusing me. i'm not sure if it's the tane that's driving me crazy or that i'm not clearing as much as i expected. maybe it's both. maybe i'm blowing it all out of proportion because tane is making me more susceptive to anger? i just don't know... i don't know why i haven't told my psych why i'm on tane either...i really don't. also, i'm not breaking out as bad as i was initially...but the point i'm trying to make is that it's been eight months already, you know? the
  14. Thats a load of bollocks. Only if you make your acne a problem then it will be a problem to others. I approach women in bars pretty much every night and during the day and they respond positively towards me despite I have a spotty, greasy, bumpy, red face and have had plenty of kiss closes. Its all about your confidence. If you dress smartly, be cocky & funny, show sexual intent and male dominance women will see past your skin. Trust me, women are way more forgiving then men when it c
  15. http://www.acne.org/messageboard/index.php...st&id=10446 dosage went 40/40/80/80/80/120/80/80
  16. you're too kind. i thank you but i don't deserve anyone. the fact is that i'll never be with anyone again due to the self-pity. i'll never see happiness again like i did. i'll never have confidence again and i need to get use to that. With that defeatist attitude, you're absolutely right. You will never have any of that if you already believe you can never get it. Is that what you want? Do you want to never be happy and never have confidence? If you don't want it, why would you just ro
  17. i've been on tane for eight months and i'm still breaking out. i'm lucky enough to have a cool dermatologist who agreed would keep on accutane until i'm completely clear. however, i'm losing my mind. i'm extremely angry all the time - at least 75% of the day and i feel like the world is against me during those times. i usually see red spots when i rage and i want everyone to feel my wrath. luckily i'm not stupid enough to do anything because i still have enough common sense not to get killed o
  18. i really need to make a comment on "confidence" too. I HAVE CONFIDENCE! i never said that i didn't because a lot of you guys keep mentioning it. i'll tell you, i do not talk to woman without it. trust me, if you knew me in person, i'm actually a bubbly, talkative, outgoing guy and i'm a great conversationalist. it's true that confidence plays a huge roll in talking to chicks but all of that goes down the drain when they don't even give you a fucking chance man! seriously...it's absurd. maybe it'
  19. seriously...that's cool and all but i don't roll like that. i'm sorry but clubs are out of the question...i will never go back to dave and busters or any bar/club again. i want a relationship with someone, you know? i don't want one-night-stands...but thanks for your input - really.
  20. you're too kind. i thank you but i don't deserve anyone. the fact is that i'll never be with anyone again due to the self-pity. i'll never see happiness again like i did. i'll never have confidence again and i need to get use to that. With that defeatist attitude, you're absolutely right. You will never have any of that if you already believe you can never get it. Is that what you want? Do you want to never be happy and never have confidence? If you don't want it, why would you just ro
  21. all you need is your ipledge id number which you can get from the website. i lost my card a few days after i got it haha
  22. exactly. they're two completely different things. Tell that to my scarred up face. i also have a scarred up face...and a scarred up arm. i can tell you both were for completely different reasons.
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