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unbroken94

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  1. Have you considered using the regimen bro ? My acne was a lot worse than yours and within a month it was no longer problem , I did two round of accutane and still had acne , I was skeptikal about the regimen but it actually worked haha
  2. Does anyone on these boards happen to live in Perth australia ??
  3. yeah i went on accutane last year i was devestated because i developed flushing but that has gone down a lot !, it did help with the acne to a degree like i was very clear while on it but its returned and im just looking for a way to get rid of it all together i totaly understand the suicide note thing and feel broken , it just gets to much , its almost as if you dont see a point in living when you hate yourself but i guess we just keep going , i havent wrote one in a long time , i think for t
  4. ive been through a lot over the last year, a lot, i went through an horrific time withdrawing from phyciatric medications and failed to see what was happening to me but im a lot more stable now and have recovered a lot of the health i lost after spending many months in hospital, however i still struggle with acne, i isolated myself for a long time mainly because of my skin for a long time, i didnt leave the house in 6 months, lately id started going out more for example ive been out with friends
  5. ive been through a lot over the last year, a lot, i went through an horrific time withdrawing from phyciatric medications and failed to see what was happening to me but im a lot more stable now and have recovered a lot of the health i lost after spending many months in hospital, however i still struggle with acne, i isolated myself for a long time mainly because of my skin for a long time, i didnt leave the house in 6 months, lately id started going out more for example ive been out with friends
  6. last year when I took accutane for the 2nd time I couldn't imagine the agony me or my family would go through , I hate myself for it every hour of everyday , the sides I've been left with are numerous , I'd like to create a thread where we can talk freely about ways to repair ourselves psychologically , discuss feelings of guilt and even acceptance of the situation , maybe I'm the only one who suffered mental trauma as well as physical from the whole experience , but something tells me I am no
  7. Today was my first day in a wheel chair at the hospital because in the last week my knee caps have felt so bad I'm scared they will snap and they are so week I'm scared to snap them , my whole body burns , like I said there are some clues though that I have taken out of this experience many of you may be able to theorise the things that are happening to me so I'm begging for your input of you could just take the time to analyse this and maybe try to make sense of the things that's happening I wo
  8. Yeah I agree with everything you said every part of me wants to fight this but it seems like it's pointless what's it gunna change really ? It's not gunna change the fact that I'm probably gunna have to walk with a stick soon or possibly even a wheel chair if it continues to get worse its not gunna change the fact that I've lost pretty much all the fat on my or that I'm so weak I feel disgusted by it , or that my hair falls out all over my head and face , it's not gunna change the fact my eyes a
  9. Yeah I completely understand man I really do it's just not natural to feel like this , it's like we are living but we are not alive would you agree ? I feel that we have turned this thread into something negative and I'm sorry to the people who posted hours of positivity on this forum but it feels as if there is no way to repair only to manage , we have killed dividing cells and fuck knows what else accutane does , I just want answers you know I think maybe that would help ease the pain but they
  10. dortheatos I now agree with you things have just kept going downhill since our last conversations, im curious as to how you feel mentally as you've been tainted by the phych meds like me to.. do you feel as if your just severely detached like you cant even process normal feelings , you feel hapiness, but only briefly and it never feels real, I feel like my mind would resemble the feeling you get when a car is about to run out of petrol the same with my body , its so fucked absolutely fucked, its
  11. I often fantasize about locking the derm that gave me this shit in a underground chamber in the middle of nowhere for 6 months and force feeding him Accutane twice a day with a little porridge and water to see how he holds up , an underground chamber with an open top ceiling so he can get a feel for how lovely the sun feels after been administered this poison , put the heaviest weights in there which he had to lift on a daily basis to earn food and id also add a few heaters to see if he still in
  12. It's good that you have gained the courage to take back the things you deserve man it really is I'm happy for you , no one deserves to live in isolation it's just not human nature I came to realise the fact that looks aren't that important the hard way and I regret the decision I made everyday , there is a part of me that doesn't though because I wanted to be care free and simply not stress about my appearance in all truth that is why I did it , to simply try an eradicate something that made me
  13. Honestly man I wouldn't worry about the red marks I did the same shit as you are and hid away like an idiot I was so vein , and I understand how you feel because you get yourself pumped for finally not having to worry about stuff and it's kinda like a kick in the teeth . Believe me though if you escape with slow healing wounds and red marks you will be lucky , I just want you to see that you can still live your life because I felt the same however mine were and still are a little worse because I
  14. Im very sorry to hear your story dortheatos it strikes a nerve with me especially the part where you speak of inability to convey your struggle to others in a way they will actually believe it , I think part of the problem is many people go on the drug and are fine so when some fall victim no one believes us , but trust me brother I feel your pain ,, I also have been on ssri's at the same time as accutane and am currently post 7 weeks withdrawal from all medication. I feel like my mind is no lon
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