Hey dude! Girls really dont care if you're in shape or not .. i've been there and done bodybuilding etc, now I just do it to keep healthy ... I've also travelled to a few places and some girls hate big guys, they just want a normal looking guy ........... also I noticed your eyes more so than your scarring in your pics! We can only do what we can and people will accept us or deny us, but this my friend is life.. enjoy it and have many experiences whilst you are young .. dont regret things, do